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Feeling lost

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Saturday 27th October

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Feeling lost

Heart is breaking

Emptiness

Mind is aching

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Loneliness

Depths of pain

Wondering when

I’ll see you again

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Concealing emotions

Crying awhile

Then turn around

A flicker of a smile

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So much hurt

That you’re gone

So many memories

You will live on

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Darling son

Lighting up the sky

Angel wings

Lift you on high

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Moon and back

Sending love

To my sweetie

In heaven above

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xxxxxx

A drive along the harbour front, late afternoon

Too cold to sit on the benches

Rough seas at Porthmeor

Storm clouds rolling in

My ray of golden sunshine

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Friday 26th October

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My ray of golden sunshine

Sparkling beams of light

Beyond the billowing clouds

Is where your wings take flight

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So high above this earth

Far away and out of reach

Soaring with a pair of angels

Hand in hand with each

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I miss you everyday

Sweet Angel son

Loving you always

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Truro cathedral in the late afternoon

Tresillian River

Big clouds and sunbeams

Radiating upwards

Late evening sun

To know

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Thursday 25th October

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To know you’re not here today

To know you were unable to stay

To know you’re so far away

To know there’s nothing to say

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It hurts my heart

That we’re apart

The pain does start

With piercing dart

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Love you my darling

Your name I’m calling

Your star is sparkling

As tears are falling

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Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Many hardy souls on the beach in a cold North Easterly wind

Low tide in the harbour

A grey afternoon

Days, weeks, months

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Wednesday 24th October

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Days, weeks, months

Just turn into years

And as they continue

So do my tears

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And yet my love grows

For you, my sweet son

Up there in heaven

My precious little one

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Thinking of the future

You’ll never get to see

I’ll just remember

How much you mean to me

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Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

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xxxxxx

Busy on Porthmeor Beach today

Chapel on the top of the Island

A calm harbour

Feels like

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Monday 22nd October

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Feels like yesterday

Seems like forever

You went to heaven

No longer together

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Every single morning

You’re not there

And I can see

The empty chair

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Smiles from photos

Toys in your room

Thought you’d be here

That’s what I’d assume

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But you live on

Inside my heart

Sweet little boy

We’re never apart

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Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Fruit from a Chinese chestnut tree in the cemetery

Busy, but chilly Wharf Road

Silently scream

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Sunday 21st October

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Still can’t believe you’re gone

It’s all a bad dream

Sitting in the dark

I just silently scream

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Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

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October half-term and warm weather

Many holidaymakers on the beach

And in the sea

A calm harbour

Children paddling on the slipway

By the moon

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Saturday 20th October

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Warms the heart

And stirs the soul

A smile from you

Would make me whole

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To hear your voice

Gentle laughter

If only it was

Happy ever after

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My darling boy

We miss you loads

You’re in heaven

Walking different roads

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Precious Angel

Gone too soon

I see your star

Lit up by the moon

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xxxxxx

From hearts so true

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Friday 19th October

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Fly high

Fly free

Wish you could

Fly back to me

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Twinkling star

Twinkling bright

Is that you

Lighting up the night?

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Wish, wish

I wish for you

To feel the love

From hearts so true

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Love you so much

Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

We’re never apart

xxxxxx

Still and grey today

A soft swell rolling in to shore

A grey harbour afternoon