Wednesday 2nd September
.
Moving forward
But carrying you
Trying not to fall
Or stumble into
Those obstacles
Blocking the view
Bumps in the road
Just passing through
Some behind me
Broken askew
My head held high
Our love so true
.
Love you poppet
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
A beautiful, very vocal robin, singing to us this afternoon
Tuesday 1st September
.
Beside it…..
Through it…..
Living with it…..
But never…..
Over it…..
.
You
Your life
My grief
Our memories
.
Thinking of you sweetie
Always in my thoughts
Forever in our hearts
Treasured Angel son
xxxxx
Off to the hospital for a lymphoedema appointment
All is good…. But my ‘wonky, alienblob’ leg is carrying 8% more volume/fluid than the other…… hmmmm
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Monday 31st August
.
You’ve been an Angel
For two thousand days
And there in my heart
You’re beating always
.
Two thousand nights
Thinking about you
Just gone too soon
We never knew
.
Two thousand mornings
Without you here
Waking up
Wishing you were near
.
Calendar pages
Of thirties
And thirty ones
How the time journeys
.
We miss you still
And always will
My darling Angel son
Now forever young
.
xxxxx
.
Sunday 30th August
.
No words
Just thoughts
What ifs
And oughts
.
Memories
So many
Maybes
Aplenty
.
Love
No question
Everlasting
My affection
.
Thinking of you
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
Saturday 29th August
.
So much left to say
So much love to give
And in my dreams
So much life to live
.
Love you forever
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Driving along Park Avenue
Looking down on the harbour
Friday 28th August
.
And I think about you all the time
Taken when you were in your prime
So unexpectedly; such a crime
You’re my Angel, sweet son of mine
.
Love you forever
xxxxx
Thursday 27th August
.
What’s real
To be different
Unimaginable
To change
The chaotic
To calm
Memories
To endure
Love
Undying
.
Miss you poppet
Beloved Angel son
xxxxx
Calmer today, after heavy downpours overnight
.
Wednesday 26th August
.
A never-ending journey
Searching for the light
At the end of a tunnel
In the darkest night
Without a map to guide
Left in a desperate plight
When sleep doesn’t come
A scary nightmare’s fright
.
Thinking of you sweetie
Precious Angel son
xxxxx
A much better day
The crowds are out
Enjoying the surf
Sitting on the slipway at the harbour
Beneath blue skies
Not a bad day at all
Tuesday 25th August
.
Dappling sunlight
Dancing through the trees
Glimmering sparkles
Bouncing off the leaves
Shimmying sprites
Are you in the breeze?
.
Thinking of you always
My precious little one
Safe in my heart
Beloved Angel son
.
xxxxx
Monday 24th August
.
And there you are
Showing up
Between the silence
Of my thoughts
.
An image of you
Breaking through
The calmness
Of my psyche
.
To make me smile
To make me cry
And I wouldn’t have
It any other way
.
Love you sweetheart
My darling Angel son
xxxxx
Another cloudy day
Still enjoying the waves
Maybe fewer on the beach today
