Monthly Archives: August 2018

So much love

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Tuesday 21st August

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So much love

And joyful laughter

We just didn’t have

Our happy ever after

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Thought this life

Would last forever

In an instant

No longer together

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Only memories

Left by you

Warm my heart

Since you said adieu

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To heaven you flew

So thinking of you

As I always do

With a love so true

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Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Sea mist rolling over Porthmeor Beach

Beginning to obscure the Island

Walking home up the hill

Grief

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Monday 20th August

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You can’t see it

But I feel it

You can’t hear it

But I taste it

You don’t know

But I smell it

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My grief

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But look up at night

You’ll see his light

My Angel

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Reach out your hand

Touching, you’ll understand

My Angel

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Listen to the waves

Sounds on your heart engraves

My Angel

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Taste the sweet nectar

He’s there, your protector

My Angel

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Smell the morning dew

He’s always smiling through

My Angel

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Missing you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

A calm and muggy harbour

Breezy on Porthmeor Beach

It wasn’t long enough

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Sunday 19th August

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It wasn’t long enough

Your life wasn’t long enough

Our time together wasn’t long enough

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We didn’t know

No indications

Nothing

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In the blink of an eye

You were gone

Departed

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Heaven is your home

My heart remains broken

Memories of you are priceless

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Forever thirty

Forever missed

Forever loved.

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Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach surf

Gnarly trunk of a cherry blossom tree in Trewyn Gardens

Times together

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Saturday 18th August

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I’m trying hard to hold onto the love

Not focusing on the devastating loss

Remembering all the times together

Happily the earth you walked across

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And yet these days keep coming on

I’m left lonely without your presence

Remembering all the times together

There was so much to your existence

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Love you forever

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Grey skies over Porthmeor Beach

Lifeguards watching the surfers

Grey harbour

The pain

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Friday 17th August

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The pain is always going to be there

It will surely be locked in forever

There’s no way it can escape

Pain and my heart beat together

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That’s the way it will always be

Because I love you so very much

The heartache I’m now feeling

Will continue until I feel your touch

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My heart broke in two that night

A piece went to heaven with you

But you will never leave my side

Your memories will carry me through

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My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Grey harbour reflections

Low tide at Porthmeor Beach

Without you here

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Thursday 16th August

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A different life

To that I thought

Without you here

The journey’s fraught

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And yet I walk

Carrying on

Without you here

At each new dawn

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Sending my love

But it’s so tough

Without you here

Not strong enough

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I’m missing you

And always will

Without you here

I’m crying still

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Love you forever

My darling Angel son

Forget you never

Now forever young

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xxxxxx

Some things

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Wednesday 15th August

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Some things cannot be repaired

You took a piece of my heart up above

Some things will always stay broken

But they may be patched up with love

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So a piece of my heart’s in heaven

Steadily beating for you every day

Showering you with everlasting love

Since the angels came to take you away

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And I miss you

So very much

xxxxxx

The sun rises

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Monday 13th August

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The sun rises

Life goes on

The world turns

But you’re gone

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Everything

Comes and goes

They carry on

Your life’s closed

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Day follows night

Times passes

Tomorrow comes

Love surpasses

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Missing my Angel

In heaven above

Sending kisses

And so much love

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xxxxxx

St. Michael’s Mount silhouetted against the sky

Smeaton’s lighthouse in the harbour

Large clouds on the horizon

Busy Porthmeor Beach again