Thursday 11th July

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We took the future for granted

A wonderful life, enchanted

But who could foresee

The end at thirty?

It’s just not fair

Left with despair

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Missing you like crazy

Thinking about you daily

My darling Angel baby

.

xxxxxx

Ready for surf school

Becoming cloudier

Beach huts on Porthgwidden Beach

Silver ragwort on the path to Bamaluz Beach

Wednesday 10th July

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Dreams where I visit

All those faraway places

Somewhere out of reach

Sharing love and embraces

With my darling son

Where there are many traces

Of a life lived well

Now in heaven’s good graces

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Love you sweetie

Forever and ever

xxxxxx

Surfboards laid out ready for the students….. Although it remains flat calm

Hazy sunshine over the harbour

Deckchairs for hire

Stripy parasols too

Tuesday 9th July

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Deep blue skies

Ice cream cries

Sun squinting eyes

Beach day highs

Surfboards capsize

Pasty and fries

Going home sighs

Hugs and goodbyes

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Remembering you

Your love of the beach

Holding on to our love

Though you’re out of reach

.

My precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Sky kisses

Azure blue skies

Flying high

Down the hill to the beach

Beach goers enjoying the sunshine

Sunshades and beach shelters in use

Lots of surfers…. Not much surf

I saw three ships

Monday 8th July

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Remembering you

Every day

Every night

Each sunrise

Each sunset

Every dawn

Every dusk

Todays and yesterdays

Yet no more tomorrows

But my love for you

Will last forever

We’re always together

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Beautiful Porthmeor Beach

Golden sands

The harbour this afternoon

Sunday 7th July

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Your memories I treasure

With a love beyond measure

Our lives filled with pleasure

When we were all together

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Love you to the moon

My Angel in the sky

Thinking of you sweetie

As you soar so high.

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Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Grey and muggy this afternoon

Quite still and pleasant

Two yachts in the harbour

Saturday 6th July

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Cirrus clouds

Thin and wispy

Against blue skies

Curled and twisty

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Painted white streaks

Hover above

Strangely suspended

Gentle waves of love

.

Looking skywards

Thinking of you

Smiling at nature

As I often do

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Streaks of cirrus

High above Porthmeor Beach

Painting the sky

High and dry

Friday 5th July

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I haven’t heard your voice

Nor smiled at your laughter

Eyebrows raised at your exploits

Caring for you, looking after

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No, not for such a long while

It’s been over four lonely years

Our world is a much quieter place

Filled with love, memories and tears

.

Missing you sweetheart

Loving you always

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 4th July

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An ebb and flow

Of sorrow and delight

Of then and now

Why’s, if’s and hindsight

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An undulation

Of agony and joy

Of bliss and despair

My Angel, my boy

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A coming and going

Mixed-up emotion

Memories abound

Love and devotion

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Remembering you now and always

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Lovely and sunny at Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Not much surf today

Low tide in the harbour

Playing on the sands as the tide comes in

Looking towards the lifeboat house

Wednesday 3rd July

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I can laugh

I can smile

Half normal

For a while

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Then I think

What we had

You were here

Now I’m sad

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Memories

Are what’s left

No new ones

Quite bereft

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You did live

Don’t forget

Happy times

Don’t regret

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My Angel

Flying high

Precious son

Sweetie pie

.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 2nd July

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I hold onto your yesterdays

For they are all that remains

Those sweet precious memories

Are able to melt away the pains

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Thinking of you sweetie

Flying high above

Precious Angel son

Sending so much love

xxxxxx