Wednesday 11th December

.

Long drive to London

In the pouring rain

But here safe and sound

Calmness to regain

A bite to eat

With cold champagne

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Sleep tight

Love you poppet

Nighty night

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 10th December

.

Nearly ready

Taking it steady

Packing’s done

Time for fun

Off we go

To Heathrow

Drive Wednesday

Fly Thursday

Weather’s good

That’s understood

Sunshine

Dollar sign

Florida Keys

Oh yes please!

.

Frankie Angel Bear

I know you’ll be there

.

xxxxx

Drizzly and grey at Porthmeor

Monday 9th December

.

I think you’ve enough decorations

To last all through the new year

Twinkling, sparkling, baubles and bells

Making you smile with festive cheer

.

By now you’d be really excited

Making plans for the holiday

Reading, researching, questioning

As we’d soon be on our way

.

Wish you were here right now

Involved in the preparations

Sharing the joy and laughter

All ready for the celebrations

.

Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 8th December

.

Wondering and questioning

No answers to be found

Incredulity, uncertainty

Left me floundering around

.

The night you went to heaven

You made not a sound

As your little heart stopped

You found the angel’s playground

.

Precious boy

Darling son

Angel mine

Forever young

.

xxxxx

Strong winds blowing across Porthmeor Beach

An empty beach

Saturday 7th December

.

I’ll love you ’til forever

When we’re all together

Memories fading, never

Thinking of you whenever

Forever and ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Friday 6th December

.

The world still turns

Round and round

But my own world

Turned upside down

.

Inside out

All topsy turvy

Back to front

Vision’s blurry

.

Jumbled up

So chaotic

In a daze

Quite hypnotic

.

Remembering you

Thinking of you

Missing you

Loving you

.

Precious Angel son

Thursday 5th December

.

I know we have different journeys

And yours was cut way too short

You left this earth unexpectedly

Against cancer, you bravely fought

.

My own path meanders onwards

As I close the distance between us

I know exactly how it will end

And we’ll soon be rejoicing thus

.

My dearest darling

Precious Angel son

Love you forever

Forget you never

xxxxx

.

A clean swell on Porthmeor Beach

A few hardy surfers in the sea

Wednesday 4th December

.

Lost in thought

My mind’s elsewhere

Not concentrating

Totally unaware

Preoccupied

Your empty chair

Where you should be

It’s so unfair

.

Thinking of you

Missing you

Loving you

Forever and always

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Harbour reflections and the Catholic Church

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Greying clouds over the harbour

Tuesday 3rd December

.

A sparkly Frankie

We decorated today

“You’ve gone overboard”

I know that’s what you’d say

.

Remembering you

With so much love

Darling Angel son

In heaven above

.

xxxxx

Clear and crisp this morning

Sunshine and shadows

Golden light in a corner of the harbour

Late afternoon and low tide in the harbour

Monday 2nd December

.

I wonder if

You’re looking down

As I stand here

Just looking up

Across the skies

Searching for you

Shapes in the clouds

I wonder if

.

Love you sweetie

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx