Tuesday 11th August

.

I’ll never let go of my grief

For it’s all that I have left

Connecting me closely

With my Angel, so blessed

Your life ended suddenly

Leaving us completely bereft

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 10th August

.

Can you grieve and smile

Can you laugh awhile?

Is there happiness

Amongst this sadness?

.

All those memories

Broken heart remedies

That you did exist

You’re still in our midst

.

And I love you so

Missing you I know

We’ll be together

For ever and ever

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Blue skies over the town this morning

Sunday 9th August

.

Yesterday to Exeter

To endoscopy

For a colonoscopy

And polypectomy

.

Three little growths

Snared

Cauterised

Sent to pathology

.

Most uncomfortable

Pain temporary

But necessary

Precautionary

.

So there we are…..

.

Thinking of you as always

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Next door’s overgrown garden

Over the rooftops towards Godrevy Lighthouse

.

Saturday 8th August

.

We climbed a mountain

Five years ago today

Raising awareness

Along Llanberis way

.

Keep on, keeping on

That’s what you would say

But Testicular Cancer

Stole your life away

.

Conquering Mount Snowdon

On that sunny Summer’s day

And remembering Frank

With so much love to convey

.

Thirty years went too soon

Really wished you could stay

But now my dearest darling

Heaven’s where you lay

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

For ever and ever

.

xxxxx

.

.

Thursday 6th August

.

I will always keep writing

You deserve to be remembered

My dearest, darling Angel son

There’s so much to be treasured

.

Love you sweetheart

xxxxx

Grey and mizzly today

Wednesday 5th August

.

Mum’s birthday today

Eighty eight years young

A care home garden tea

Where happy birthday was sung

.

Then off to Plymouth for me

A covid test to be done

Hospital on Saturday

Colonoscopy; what fun!

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Tuesday 4th August

.

I will just have to wait

(Even though my heart may break)

To see your smile at the gate

That will cease my heartache

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Monday 3rd August

.

It’s like a never-ending race

Towards an invisible place

But the end is not in sight

Until you and I reunite

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

The view from our supermarket coffee shop…. Looking towards Hayle Towans

Sunday 2nd August

.

Unfinished love

An ocean

Of emotion

That’s what’s left

.

Grief comes to stay

Altering

Faltering

Life changing

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

For ever and ever

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx