Monday 16th July

.

Silence

Emptiness

Fills up

The darkness

.

Anguish

And fears

Uncertainty

Falling tears

.

And again

I’m sad

Missing you

My lad

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Billowing clouds over the harbour

Sunday 15th July

.

Creating memories without you

But bringing you along, all the same

I know you’re not physically here

But it does help to soften the pain

.

So I’m talking to, and about you

Letting you know what’s going on

I just have to keep remembering

Because I really don’t want you gone

.

Left with a lifetime of speculation

Wondering how you’d develop

Who you’d be, and what you’d do

With so much love enveloped

.

And yet, I can only imagine

Just who you would have been

So you’ll exist in my heart forever

The perfect angel, at peace, serene

.

My sweetheart

Angel son

xxxxxx

Towards the Island

Surf school is busy

Family football fun

Saturday 14th July

.

Only a thought away

Just a whisper

A memory

Sounds

.

And there you are

Back to life

Right here

Alive

.

My beloved Angel son

Within my heart

So special

Believe

.

It makes me smile

Thoughts of you

Precious gift

Angel

.

xxxxxx

The harbour

Blue skies, day after day

A shaded bench in Trewyn Gardens

Thursday 12th July

.

Barbecue fun

With youngest son

.

Burgers well done

Wrapped in a bun

.

Blue sky and sun

Warms everyone

.

Missing someone

Sweet Angel son

.

xxxxxx

Down the hill to the beach

Busy Porthmeor

High tide in the harbour

Roses in the garden

Fragrant honeysuckle

Tuesday 10th July

.

Google photos

Made this collage

Eight years ago

Happy montage

.

You loved riding

Gymkhana fun

Family days out

Beloved son

.

I’m missing you

Hope you’re smiling

Up in heaven

Your star’s shining

.

xxxxxx

Eight years ago, my sweetie……

.

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Monday 9th July

.

A precious life is missing

From our world gone forever

Now you’re resting with angels

And we will forget you never

.

You always were so full of fun

A cheeky word, a grinning smile

You had so many adventures

Whilst on earth for a short while

.

Now your soul’s at heavenly peace

As you look down from above

When we look to the skies for you

Here’s hoping you can feel our love

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor looking like the Caribbean

So busy in the harbour

Sunday 8th July

.

Each new day

I feel the same about you

Suddenly you were gone

And away you flew

.

Nothing is the same

The future that won’t be

Seeing you grow old

Now you’re forever thirty

.

Life has changed

The spark is not so bright

Sighs and emptiness

Grief’s bitter bite

.

Every night time

I think about you

You’re no longer missing

In my dreams you’re true

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Holidaymakers enjoying the sunshine

Warm in the harbour

Saturday 7th July

.

I miss you

And I’m sad

I miss you

Dreams I’ve had

I miss you

Going mad

I miss you

Wanting what I had

I miss you

But I’m glad

‘Cos you’ll be

My darling lad

Forever and a day

Gossamer wings clad

.

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Beautiful blue this morning

Blue green seas at Porthmeor

Well done England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿