Sunday 28th January

.

So many memories

But the thing is

Those happy memories

Seem to hurt the most

.

I’ll forever miss you

I’ll always love you

You’ll never be forgotten

.

And that is all

It will never change

Ever

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 27th January

.

Grief invades every part of life

Permeating through each crease

Once it has an unyielding hold

There’ll be not a moment of peace

Changing your complete being

A nudging pain that’ll not cease

Descending upon your shoulders

No instructions for a quick release

Adapting and learning to live with it

Hoping soon the hurt will decrease

.

Love you sweetie

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 26th January

.

There is so much pain and sorrow in the here and now; today

Because there was so much love and happiness in all our yesterdays

And tomorrow will bring tears and laughter with those memories

So grateful for those moments, and to recall them easily

You gave plenty to remember in the adventures that we shared

A precious son, a rich life, and simply loved beyond compare

.

My darling Angel

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

The harbour

Smeaton’s Pier, with the Towans beyond

Thursday 25th January

.

I think

If you love somebody

With all your heart

You know

They’re still with you

You can hear their voice

Taste the tears

Smell their presence

Feel their touch

See the smiling face

Even after they’ve gone

They’ll be with you

Forever

.

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Blue skies for a while over Porthmeor

Waves hitting the Island

Wednesday 24th January

.

You

.

You are there

You are here

.

In our past

In our now

In our future

.

In my dreams

In my heart

In my memories

In my thoughts

.

You lived

You breathed

You existed

You walked this earth

You will live on forever

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 23rd January

.

Thoughts of wonder

Of what you would be

Who you would become

Continuing the family tree

Where you might go

Many places still to see

How you would flourish

But now, so far above me

.

My heavenly Angel

Darling son

xxxxxx

A brightening afternoon, looking towards the harbour

Monday 22nd January

.

Way up high

Upon brave wings you fly

Beyond the clouds

Far away from noisy crowds

To the stars

Way past Mercury and Mars

In sunset hues

The pinks mixed with blues

My darling Angel

Soars as high as he is able

.

Love you sweetie pie

xxxxxx

A little sunshine brightens a grey afternoon

Sunday 21st January

.

So sudden

Change

Lives turned

Upside down

.

So unexpected

Change

Survival disrupted

In turmoil

.

So abrupt

Change

Disorder, disarray

Paths fractured

.

So immediate

Change

Plans curtailed

Breath constricted

.

So motionless

Change

Beliefs questioned

Love remains

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

So precious

My Angel

xxxxxx

Holy Trinity Church, Tresillian, with beautiful bells ~ this afternoon, on a drive out to Truro

Saturday 20th January

Today I’m really missing you

And everything we used to do

But I’m not living in the past

Just making your memories last

Looking after all your flowers

Covered in raindrops and showers

This is what I’m able to do

Sharing all my love with you

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 19th January

Thinking

Loving

Remembering

Hoping

Wishing

Reflecting

Musing

Wondering

Reminiscing

About you

All the time

Every moment

Each night’s dream

Each day’s action

My darling Angel

Sweetheart son

xxxxxx

Swirling clouds above you this morning