Sunday 19th May

.

Grief and happiness

Anguish and joy

Sadness and gladness

Over my boy

.

Total opposites

Working together

Poles apart

Always and forever

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Boats in the harbour

Still grey and windy

Surf school prep on Porthmeor Beach

Looking back on the harbour just after sunset last night

On our walk home

Saturday 18th May

.

Brother is here

With his wife

A quick visit

Jet-setting life

.

From Chicago

Then Madrid

Onto Cornwall

For a bit

.

Good to see them

Family bond

Off tomorrow

Across the pond

.

All the while

Thinking of you

My Angel son

Love you too

.

xxxxxx

A busy harbour

Porthmeor Beach at low tide

Not many in the sea

Fabulous views from an old art gallery window

Friday 17th May

.

I’ll meet you when I dream

I’ll see you when I sleep

I’ll talk to you in my head

Those precious memories to keep

.

I’ll hug you in my fantasy

I’ll cradle you in my heart

You’ll always be in my thoughts

Then I’ll know we’re not apart

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 16th May

.

The scanxiety

And melanoia

Five and a half years

Of paranoia

Wishing and hoping

Cancer destroyer

.

Appointments

Oncology

Dermatology

Bloods and obs

CT scan

Four weeks waiting

Scanxiety and melanoia set in

.

Thinking of you always

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

.

Wednesday 15th May

.

The waves keep coming

Breaking on the shore

They won’t be stopped

Breaking with a roar

.

The surge of water

Another encore

Rushing up the sands

Making seagulls soar

.

The relentless tide

As lifetimes before

Keeps on trespassing

The fragile seashore

.

Never ending swell

Exploding onshore

Like my heart keeps on

Beating evermore

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

Some surfers checking out the swell

The waves keep coming

Beautiful blues and greens

High tide in the harbour

Tuesday 14th May

.

Our souls still meet and talk

Our spirits will play and walk

Our beings still hug and touch

They know I love you so much

.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Looking towards Man’s Head

Choppy seas and high cirrus clouds

Monday 13th May

.

It’s not the same

Quite different

And surviving

Not insignificant

But hard work

So deliberate

In living

That’s magnificent

.

Love you poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 12th May

.

Blue sky days

Make you smile

Lost in thought

For a while

Are you there

Way up high?

Looking down

As you fly

Loving you

Angel son

Now you’ll be

Forever young

.

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach

Lots of vapour trails this afternoon

Blue sky days

The harbour

Saturday 11th May

.

Colourful flags fluttering

Blue skies and the sun shining

Children with sandcastles digging

Tasty barbecue food cooking

Beers, gin and sangria pouring

Waffles, pancakes, churros baking

Yachts catching the wind sailing

Those pesky seagulls swooping

The Food and Drink Festival appetising

.

You would have enjoyed sampling

The tasty treats they were offering

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Colourful flags fluttering

A crowded Porthminster Beach

Quieter at the waters edge

A seagull on the lookout for food

Tents, marquees, stalls all offering a variety of foods and drinks

Pretty colours everywhere

Families enjoying a great day out

Bouncy castles for the youngsters

Sitting, taking in the views

Very well attended

Friday 10th May

.

So much was left behind

That day your heart stopped beating

Countless memories treasured

Your time on earth so fleeting

.

Missing you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Still grey, cloudy and drizzly

Roll on summer!