Wednesday 25th July

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Sometimes the sadness takes a break

But it never fully breaks away

Sometimes tears don’t fall so freely

But they’re there, in the corner of my eyes

Sometimes I’m stopped in my tracks

But I must keep on keeping on

Sometimes the heartache is too much

But my heart does continue to beat

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Missing you sweetie

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Truro cathedral behind the trees

Porthmeor Beach, West Side, this afternoon

Tuesday 24th July

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Wishing for yesterday

Dealing with today

Hope for tomorrow

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(Seeing a face in the clouds

Thinking it’s a sign?)

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Missing you sweetheart

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach looking busy

Small, but steady swell

Blue skies, wispy clouds and plane vapour trails

Monday 23rd July

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Coping with strength

Breathing through pain

Seeing amidst tears

I’ll see you again

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Smiling though troubled

Quietly carrying sadness

Alone beside crowds

You filled us with gladness

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Living alongside grief

Moving in a haze

Sleeping between nightmares

Love you in so many ways

.

Precious Angel son

Missing you so much

xxxxxx

So busy around the harbour slipway

Sunday 22nd July

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Walking along in a different life

So much for which to be grateful

And yet one with tremendous grief

To your memory I’ll be faithful

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Thinking of you always

Loving you forever

My treasured Angel son

Forget you never

.

xxxxxx

Barnoon, looking across the ocean. (I went to place some flowers on my grandparents grave)

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Porthmeor West, looking out to Man’s Head

Saturday 21st July

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All the love I have for you

Means I can still hear your voice

Feel your touch and see your smile

Just making my heart rejoice

.

Even though you’ve flown away

With beautiful angel wings

It’s been so long since that time

Happiness memory brings

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Miss you sweetheart

Love you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Busy on the beach

Calm in the harbour

Friday 20th July

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My heart is with you

Yours beats with mine

My tears still flow

Your star does shine

.

Miss you everyday

And each night too

My precious boy

Angel son, adieu

.

xxxxxx

The harbour

Porthmeor Beach

Thursday 19th July

.

I lost your future

Our family of four

Reduced to just three

Everything and more

The hopes and dreams

Places to explore

Gone in a moment

The teardrops pour

Brother without brother

Fun and joy before

Sadly now missing

But mem’ries restore

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Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking down on the harbour

Wednesday 18th July

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The cobbled streets of old

Filled with stories to be told

Many tireless footsteps trod

With many shoes to be shod

Down the lane, or up the hill

Hanging baskets, standing still

Quiet moment of reflection

Sunny view of perfection

You’d go walking here and there

Lost in a world, without care

Happy days and innocence

But life has lost its permanence

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Missing my boy

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunny harbour

Bunkers Hill

Monday 16th July

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Silence

Emptiness

Fills up

The darkness

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Anguish

And fears

Uncertainty

Falling tears

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And again

I’m sad

Missing you

My lad

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Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Billowing clouds over the harbour