
Wednesday 16th May
.
No words
Just memories
No smiles
Only photographs
No laughter
Just love
.
My sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx




Ripples left in the sand by the north westerly winds

Steely grey sea in the harbour

Wednesday 16th May
.
No words
Just memories
No smiles
Only photographs
No laughter
Just love
.
My sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx




Ripples left in the sand by the north westerly winds

Steely grey sea in the harbour

Tuesday 15th May
.
To Exeter hospital
Matching underwear day
The clinical drugs trial
Appointments underway
.
Dermatology for skin
Blood and obs with my nurse
Then it’s time for a break
From the medical universe
.
Then upstairs to x-ray
CT scan with contrast
Back and forth through the tunnel
It’s all over at long last
.
And the final stop will be
With my oncologist
Scanxiety sets in
Have to be an optimist
.
Now a long two week wait
For the consultant’s report
Just hoping all will be well
The days don’t turn out too fraught
.
Thinking of you my darling
Wishing you were with me
Wishing things had been different
That you, a survivor would be
.
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx




Monday 14th May
.
Gift of an angel
Of that I know
Far too soon
You had to go
.
Angel of mine
Precious and true
Unwanted gift
Rather have you
.
Beloved son
xxxxxx



Porthmeor blue

Harbour reflections

Cloudy horizon

Seal Island boat

Glassy sea

Sunday 13th May
.
You’re in my heart
Not in my arms
Memories
Dull pain calms
.
You’re in my mind
Not here with me
Memories
So carefree
.
You’re in my soul
And there you’ll stay
Memories
Love convey
.
Love you
Miss you
Angel son
xxxxxx



Calm harbour this afternoon

Cooler on Porthmeor Beach

Saturday 12th May
.
Dark clouds gathering in the sky
People trudging across the sand
Food festival on the beach
Fish and chips, with beer in hand
.
Colourful flags fluttering
Music playing from the marquee
Bouncy castles and carousels
With much entertainment to see
.
I’m sure you were wandering too
Tasting and sampling all the food
Tacos, nachos and lemonade
Also sausages barbecued
.
Love you sweetheart
Missing you like crazy
Thinking of you daily
My darling Angel baby
.
xxxxxx



The annual Food Festival

On Porthminster Beach

Drawing a good crowd

Dark clouds and silver sea in the harbour

Lambeth Walk waves

Friday 11th May
.
Brokenhearted
Missing piece
Can’t be mended
Pain won’t cease
.
Melancholic
Hard to break free
Big black cloud
Following me
.
Need your smile
Exuberance
Brighten my day
A loving glance
.
Darling Angel
Soars high tonight
Above us mortals
Star shining bright
.
xxxxxx




Me and my Angel, April 2010

Thursday 10th May
.
Smiling into the blue
Such a beautiful hue
Whilst thinking of you
Wispy clouds blow through
My heart beats anew
With a love so true
.
Missing you every moment
Loving you always
Dearest Angel son
xxxxxx



Sheltered in the harbour

A strong on-shore breeze

Most of the beach was red-flagged ~ probably strong rip currents

Wednesday 9th May
.
Watching, waiting
Concentrating
Bright, beady eye
Against grey sky
Equipped to swoop
Your ice cream scoop
Seabird squawking
Forever mocking
Fly through the spray
Soaring away
.
And you
My Darling…..
Fly high
Love you
Miss you
Angel son
xxxxxx



Porthmeor Beach with surfers enjoying the waves

Watching, waiting

Steely, grey sea

Tuesday 8th May
.
It pains so much
But I never give up
Thinking of you
Sweet buttercup
It hurts at times
But I won’t give in
Remembering you
Much love within
.
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx




A much better day, today

Monday 7th May
.
Searching for the sunshine
Warmth to lift the spirits
Driving to the South coast
Certainly has its merits
.
Blue skies and colourful flags
A marina filled with yachts
People at pavement cafés
Smiling and laughing lots
.
You liked going to Falmouth
Walking the length of the street
Looking in all the bookshops
A special pocket-money treat
.
As if you were here beside us
Then off you’d go, on your own
So fiercely independent
No need for a chaperone
.
So, were you with us today
My precious, darling boy?
A delightful sunny day
Filled with love and joy
.
Love you
Miss you
Moon and back
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx




All kinds of watercraft

Heading out towards Carrick Roads

Colourful flags fluttering in the sunshine

Port Pendennis marina