Monday 18th September
Looking up to the sky
Talking to the clouds
Blowing kisses to heaven
Seeing your face in crowds
You’re all around, everywhere
Even as the dark night enshrouds
Love you my Angel
Dearest, darling son
Sunday 17th September
In the blink of an eye
The happiest of days
Became the emptiest
Turning everything sideways
And those moments in time
Etched deep on life’s highways
Rewind and replay daily
Thinking of yesterdays
Sweet memories do linger
My love forever stays
With you my Angel son
There in my heart always
Thursday 14th September
I walk back into the house
I miss you so much
I unpack all our bags
I miss you so much
I look at our holiday souvenirs
I miss you so much
I listen to the silence
I miss you so much
I smile at your photographs
I love you so much
I cuddle your toys
I love you so much
I remember our vacations
I love you so much
I think of all our memories
I love you so much
Sweetheart son
Forever young
Fly high Angel
Wednesday 13th September
Despite being delayed for just two and a half hours, we were one of only two flights (BA), to head off for London yesterday evening out of Miami. We had a most comfortable journey, (some turbulence, which could have been Hurricane José), and flew along at times, at 700mph, and were back in London in seven hours fifty minutes.
And the temperature difference is oh so noticeable. It’s chilly here. Miami was 90°F yesterday morning, compared to today in England of 50°F, brrrrrrrrr, autumn seems to have settled in.
As we were about to check in, we were interviewed by representatives of the British Embassy, and had photos taken! I think they wanted passengers who were harried, anxious, and fretting.
We weren’t.
Stiff upper lip, and all that.
And chilled, relaxed, glass half full……
So there we are…… our first US summer holiday without you my darling. And we missed you so very much, went to many, many places that you knew and where you had fun, but we also explored new destinations. Orlando was strange, and difficult really, without you. So many years of fun and memories around each and every corner. It was hard. We missed your smiling face, infectious laughter, demands for outings here and there, and your constant presence around us.
Love you forever
My precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Tuesday 12th September
Two and a half years
Just so many tears
Loneliness and fears
Thirty months of grief
Utter disbelief
Your life, far too brief
Two years ago I posted this video to raise awareness of testicular cancer….
I love you so very much
I miss you every day
Precious Angel son
Fly free
Soar high
xxxxxx
Monday 11th September
We awake this morning to calm, warm skies. There is a limited choice available for breakfast, not surprising under the circumstances, and see that the maintenance staff are beginning their cleaning up process. The carpets and floor in the lobby are wet through in places, there are many trees and branches strewn across the grounds, and fencing panels and garbage cans have been blown over.
The television warns us that it is not safe to venture out, as there is still much flooding, trees block the roads, power lines are down, traffic lights are not working, and nearer the beach sand, seaweed and debris have gathered on top of the roads.
But we have ‘cabin fever’, we are in need of fresh air, cooler air, as the a/c is still not functioning properly. We see that there is quite a lot of traffic on the expressway, so around eleven this morning, we take a short drive out, stop for a coffee at a garage, and look around at the damage caused by Irma. Many police officers are positioned at intersections, where the lights are not working, or blocking movement to the beaches. There is much clearing up going on, and still large areas of standing water.
We are grateful and so thankful that we have been kept safe and were able to remain in our hotel.
We miss you so much
Blowing kisses to heaven
Dearest, darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 10th September
Well, I think the worst of Irma has blown through…..
We have had no power all day long, no WiFi, elevators, nor air conditioning. It has been incredibly noisy, with monsoon rains, and super strong winds, with a tornado warning. We were not allowed outside, due to the danger of flying projectiles. Many tree limbs are on the ground, as well as fencing and garbage bins.
The only light was the emergency lighting in the hotel lobby: our room, on the ninth floor, meant a breathless hike, up a dark stairwell, (we had torches), into a dark corridor, back to our dark, warm room.
The WiFi came back on briefly at midday, so we were able to contact concerned family. The power resumed at seven in the evening, so the air con is now working overtime to get rid of the funky smells.
The elevators are not yet in service: during the heavy rain, water was pouring down the lift shafts, so work is ongoing to resume normal working order.
What we do not have is water in the bathroom, so that might be a problem…..
There is also no WiFi this evening….
It has been a long day, but we are safe. It has not been so for many others, and thoughts are with those who have not fared as well as we have.
I don’t know if you could have coped with all this my darling. Maybe you would…..
We miss you terribly.
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
Saturday 9th September
Sitting around, waiting
Listening to sounds, raining
Watching palms, swaying
No one around, driving
Fingers on counter, tapping
Television, daunting
Weather reports, shocking
Hurricane watch, ongoing
My love for you, enduring
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx