Saturday 24th September
  

Somewhere within the dark, depths of nightmares

In the miserable fog of hopelessness

I’m searching for rainbows and smiles

To ease my desperate loneliness.

Trying to catch an elusive moonbeam 

Looking for a switch to turn the colour back on

Chasing memories, holding onto dreams

I’m finding it hard to accept you’ve gone.

Missing you every day

Love you forever

My precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 21st September
  

You’re my today, tomorrow

My always and forever.

The brightest shining star

My beloved little treasure.

Missing you my darling

Thinking of you constantly.

Love you my precious Angel

From here to all eternity.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 20th September
   

Grief……

Admitting your weaknesses

Showing your strengths……

Head bowed in sadness

Eyes looking skywards……

Such great heartache

With love everlasting…..

So many memories

To remember with a smile…..

Holding tightly onto the love

Not despairing over the loss…..

Good times and bad

Now, no more times…..

Trying so very hard

To live a new normal…..

You are gone

But your soul lives on…..

My Angel in heaven

Who once walked this earth…..

Dearest, darling son

Missed each and every day…..

xxxxxx

Monday 19th September
   

I’m watching the rain

It’s calling your name.

I listen to the sea

Bringing you back to me.

I can see the clouds

Your face in the crowds.

Swaying branches on trees

Your hands I can seize.

I shelter from the gale

Our lives; a fairy tale.

Avoiding the shadows

To dance in the meadows.

Warmth of the sun’s rays

Remembering holidays.

Gazing at the night sky

You’re my Angel on high.

I’m beneath the moonlight 

Looking up at you tonight.

xxxxxx

High tide, early evening

High tide in the harbour tonight

Sunday 18th September
  

I see you everyday

I hug you every night

I hear your voice daily

Your star is shining bright.

I know your heart’s beating

I’ll hold your hand tonight

I sense your presence near me

I know you’ll sleep tight.

In my dreams

In my dreams tonight

Daydreams

Daydreams will reunite.

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

Saturday 17th September
  

Wooden Jumbo boats sailing in the bay

Through the waves, making spray

Watching them as they drift away.

  
It’s five hundred and fifty five days

I’m looking back on our yesterdays

Dreaming of sailing over waterways.

Missing you, my Angel

Love you forever

xxxxxx

The Barnabus, flying the Cornish flag

Very low tide in the harbour

A couple of hours later, and the sea has come in

Another wooden sail boat is making ready

More lug rigged vessels moving out into the bay

Peaceful afternoon on the water

Friday 16th September
  

Here you are sitting, quietly thoughtful

Taking in the world, silently watchful

Your behaviour to others, most helpful

Enjoying our adventures, always playful

Sometimes avoiding crowds, so bashful

Great sense of humour, ever cheerful

Your outlook on life, most delightful

Now an Angel in heaven, so beautiful

I know you’ll be, forever youthful.

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 15th September
   

Sometimes

I see something

I hear a sound

I sense you’re there

Or I just look up

I smile

Because

I feel my spirits lifted

Because

I know that was you.

Love you forever

Precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

Still, grey harbour at high tide