Tuesday 1st September

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Beside it…..

Through it…..

Living with it…..

But never…..

Over it…..

.

You

Your life

My grief

Our memories

.

Thinking of you sweetie

Always in my thoughts

Forever in our hearts

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

Off to the hospital for a lymphoedema appointment

All is good…. But my ‘wonky, alienblob’ leg is carrying 8% more volume/fluid than the other…… hmmmm

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Monday 31st August

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You’ve been an Angel

For two thousand days

And there in my heart

You’re beating always

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Two thousand nights

Thinking about you

Just gone too soon

We never knew

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Two thousand mornings

Without you here

Waking up

Wishing you were near

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Calendar pages

Of thirties

And thirty ones

How the time journeys

.

We miss you still

And always will

My darling Angel son

Now forever young

.

xxxxx

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Sunday 30th August

.

No words

Just thoughts

What ifs

And oughts

.

Memories

So many

Maybes

Aplenty

.

Love

No question

Everlasting

My affection

.

Thinking of you

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Saturday 29th August

.

So much left to say

So much love to give

And in my dreams

So much life to live

.

Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Driving along Park Avenue

Looking down on the harbour

Friday 28th August

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And I think about you all the time

Taken when you were in your prime

So unexpectedly; such a crime

You’re my Angel, sweet son of mine

.

Love you forever

xxxxx

Thursday 27th August

.

What’s real

To be different

Unimaginable

To change

The chaotic

To calm

Memories

To endure

Love

Undying

.

Miss you poppet

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

Calmer today, after heavy downpours overnight

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Wednesday 26th August

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A never-ending journey

Searching for the light

At the end of a tunnel

In the darkest night

Without a map to guide

Left in a desperate plight

When sleep doesn’t come

A scary nightmare’s fright

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Thinking of you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

A much better day

The crowds are out

Enjoying the surf

Sitting on the slipway at the harbour

Beneath blue skies

Not a bad day at all

Tuesday 25th August

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Dappling sunlight

Dancing through the trees

Glimmering sparkles

Bouncing off the leaves

Shimmying sprites

Are you in the breeze?

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Thinking of you always

My precious little one

Safe in my heart

Beloved Angel son

.

xxxxx

Monday 24th August

.

And there you are

Showing up

Between the silence

Of my thoughts

.

An image of you

Breaking through

The calmness

Of my psyche

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To make me smile

To make me cry

And I wouldn’t have

It any other way

.

Love you sweetheart

My darling Angel son

xxxxx

Another cloudy day

Still enjoying the waves

Maybe fewer on the beach today

Sunday 23rd August

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An afterglow

Of smiles and laughter

Even though we didn’t have

A happy ever after

.

Thinking of you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

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