Friday 22nd May

.

I love you as much

As my heart can love

I miss you as much

As I miss anything

I hurt as much

As separation hurts

.

Thinking of you

Darling Angel son

xxxxx

Breezy at Man’s Head

Waves whipping up against the rocks

Very quiet today

The harbour

Thursday 21st May

.

He’s always with me

Still feeling brave

And holding my hand

So much love he gave

Such a gentle soul

From heaven you wave

Just wished so much

Your life I could save

.

Missing you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 20th May

.

You and me

Good company

I can see

That you are free

No guarantee

My sweet baby

That we would be

Living differently

In reality

You’re heavenly

.

Thinking of you my sweetie

Treasured Angel son

xxxxx

View of Godrevy Lighthouse from the bottom garden

It’s outgrowing the pot

Japanese maple

Roses in the back garden

A rich orange

A bright yellow

Fuschia

Tuesday 19th May

.

The end

Is just the beginning

My world stops

The world is spinning

Keep on

Your love still filling

My heart

So loudly singing

Your life

Such pleasure giving

.

Darling Angel son

xxxxx

Sunday 17th May

.

Just perfect blue

And shiny bright

Waves come dancing

Children’s delight

.

Chasing the foreshore

Then retreating

Over and over

And repeating

.

Surging again

To wet the toes

Screams of laughter

Slightly wet clothes

.

So crystal clear

With dappled hues

Small fish swimming

Gulls to confuse

.

Thinking of you

Beloved Angel son

xxxxx

West End, Porthmeor Beach

The Island

Harbour high tide

A sunny Sunday

To the lighthouse

So very clear

Rope shadows

The steps

Towards the slipway

Saturday 16th May

.

Your voice is silenced

But your soul still echoes

Across the rolling seas

And the flower filled meadows

.

Missing you still

Always close by

Precious Angel son

In heaven you fly

.

xxxxx

Friday 15th May

.

Immortal soul

Infinite love

Everlasting being

Shining above

.

Darling Angel son

Now forever young

.

xxxxx

Blue skies over the town

Thursday 14th May

.

A caretaker of your life

A keeper of your memory

A guardian of your legacy

A protector of your energy

.

Although we’re not together

Thinking of you whenever

Forgetting you never

I’ll love you forever

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Wednesday 13th May

.

Joy, you’ve lived

Pain, you’ve gone

A careful balance

To reflect upon

.

And I still miss you

Precious Angel son

xxxxx

Porthmeor Beach white sand

Very few people around

A chilly wind

The Island

Tuesday 12th May

.

It hurts

It pains

Life’s empty

And when the night falls

You can begin to see the stars

The light breaks through

There you are

Shining down

My Angel above

.

Beloved son

xxxxx

A deep blue horizon

St. Ives this afternoon