Wednesday 26th September

.

The sun shines down

A warm, glowing light

But you’re not here

So it’s not as bright

.

The seabirds soar

Flying so high

But you’re not here

My butterfly

.

The waves roll in

Cresting white foam

But you’re not here

Should be at home

.

Stars shine bright

The harvest moon too

But you’re not here

To heaven you flew

.

Miss you everyday

Love you more

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 25th September

.

I’m with you

I’m still with you

I’ll always be with you

.

I’m right here

I’m by your side

I’ll always be there

.

I’ll never be without you

I’ll be right by your side

I’m here with you always

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

Sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 24th September

.

I write a few lines, everyday

Remembering my precious son

I don’t know when this process stops

Perhaps when my life here is done

.

Just talking to him in this way

Has become quite special to me

Our quiet time to share my thoughts

Close to my heart is where he’ll be

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 23rd September

.

Such a lonely and solitary walk

A terribly personal feeling

Emotions carefully camouflaged

With all this grief I’m dealing

.

No one talks of the heartache

Not bringing pain to the surface

Treading on fragile eggshells

Fearful of hurting on purpose

.

And so I’m left to talk with you here

Writing down thoughts and sentiments

Avoiding the unparralleled paralysis

Remembering all the precious moments

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 22nd September

.

I miss you more than words

I miss you more than anything

I miss you more than ever

I miss you more than everything

Over and over

Again and again

More and more

Time after time

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 21st September

.

Early autumn days

Sparkling, windswept seas

Surfers riding waves

Thoughts and memories

.

Blue skies and sunshine

Seagulls in the breeze

Boats in the harbour

Thoughts and memories

.

Long, bracing rambles

Rustling, trembling trees

Copper leaves blown down

Thoughts and memories

.

Sentiments and sighs

Life’s no guarantees

So carpe diem

Thoughts and memories

.

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 20th September

.

Forever loved and missed

By angels you’re now kissed

Upon this earth you no longer walk

Never again will I hear you talk

But I have a book full of memories

Filled with love and joyous stories

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Wednesday 19th September

.

You have wings

I wish you didn’t

.

I tried to save you

But I couldn’t

.

You went to heaven

I wish you hadn’t

.

Stop talking about you?

I just wouldn’t

.

Stop loving you?

I promise I won’t

.

Dearest darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 18th September

.

The greatest gift

You gave to me

A lifetime full

Of memory

.

Special moments

You would agree

Laughter and dreams

Young and carefree

.

Precious Angel

You’ll blessed be

Within my heart

So completely

.

xxxxxx

Monday 17th September

.

Since you’ve been gone

My broken heart won’t mend

There is no glue to fix it

I know the pain will never end

.

Loved you then

Love you still

Always have

Always will

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx