Category Archives: son

One two three four

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Saturday 28th July

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One two three four

One thousand two hundred and thirty four

One two three four

The days since you’re not with me anymore

One two three four

The days since you went through heaven’s door

One two three four

The number of days since you breathed no more

One two three four

You grew your wings and flew beyond the shore

One two three four

And every day those silent tears still pour

One two three four

One thousand two hundred and thirty four

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And I miss you like it’s yesterday

Love you forever and always

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking across the harbour

Never stop

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Friday 27th July

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Never stop loving you

Never stop missing you

Never stop speaking of you

Never stop thinking about you

Never stop dreaming about you

Never stop wishing it wasn’t so

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Love you forever

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Low tide, and dark clouds over the harbour

Smeaton’s Pier with summer flags

Cloudy, but muggy at Porthmeor Beach

Trying to find some surf

On the beach

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Thursday 26th July

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So many children

On the beach

Buckets and spades

An ice cream each

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Splashing in the sea

Or digging in the sand

So much fun and joy

Oh isn’t life grand?

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Surfing on bodyboards

Paddling in a canoe

Sheltering ‘neath umbrellas

From sun and seagulls too

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Off you’d go, for a walk

Hat on, reading a book

Lost in your own world

Quietly taking a look

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Sitting on the beach today

Wondering where you’d be

Wish you’d come into view

Then we’d all, happy be

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Missing you poppet

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

North Myrtle Beach, 2007, reading in the shade

Walking along the beach, hat on, book in one hand

Today at the beach, St. Ives, Cornwall

Sometimes

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Wednesday 25th July

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Sometimes the sadness takes a break

But it never fully breaks away

Sometimes tears don’t fall so freely

But they’re there, in the corner of my eyes

Sometimes I’m stopped in my tracks

But I must keep on keeping on

Sometimes the heartache is too much

But my heart does continue to beat

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Missing you sweetie

Love you forever

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Truro cathedral behind the trees

Porthmeor Beach, West Side, this afternoon

So many ways

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Monday 23rd July

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Coping with strength

Breathing through pain

Seeing amidst tears

I’ll see you again

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Smiling though troubled

Quietly carrying sadness

Alone beside crowds

You filled us with gladness

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Living alongside grief

Moving in a haze

Sleeping between nightmares

Love you in so many ways

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Precious Angel son

Missing you so much

xxxxxx

So busy around the harbour slipway

Walking along

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Sunday 22nd July

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Walking along in a different life

So much for which to be grateful

And yet one with tremendous grief

To your memory I’ll be faithful

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Thinking of you always

Loving you forever

My treasured Angel son

Forget you never

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xxxxxx

Barnoon, looking across the ocean. (I went to place some flowers on my grandparents grave)

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Porthmeor West, looking out to Man’s Head

All the love

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Saturday 21st July

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All the love I have for you

Means I can still hear your voice

Feel your touch and see your smile

Just making my heart rejoice

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Even though you’ve flown away

With beautiful angel wings

It’s been so long since that time

Happiness memory brings

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Miss you sweetheart

Love you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Busy on the beach

Calm in the harbour

Your future

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Thursday 19th July

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I lost your future

Our family of four

Reduced to just three

Everything and more

The hopes and dreams

Places to explore

Gone in a moment

The teardrops pour

Brother without brother

Fun and joy before

Sadly now missing

But mem’ries restore

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Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking down on the harbour