Tuesday 24th July
.
Wishing for yesterday
Dealing with today
Hope for tomorrow
.
(Seeing a face in the clouds
Thinking it’s a sign?)
.
Missing you sweetheart
Love you forever
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach looking busy
Small, but steady swell
Blue skies, wispy clouds and plane vapour trails
Monday 23rd July
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Coping with strength
Breathing through pain
Seeing amidst tears
I’ll see you again
.
Smiling though troubled
Quietly carrying sadness
Alone beside crowds
You filled us with gladness
.
Living alongside grief
Moving in a haze
Sleeping between nightmares
Love you in so many ways
.
Precious Angel son
Missing you so much
xxxxxx
So busy around the harbour slipway
Sunday 22nd July
.
Walking along in a different life
So much for which to be grateful
And yet one with tremendous grief
To your memory I’ll be faithful
.
Thinking of you always
Loving you forever
My treasured Angel son
Forget you never
.
xxxxxx
Barnoon, looking across the ocean. (I went to place some flowers on my grandparents grave)
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Porthmeor West, looking out to Man’s Head
Saturday 21st July
.
All the love I have for you
Means I can still hear your voice
Feel your touch and see your smile
Just making my heart rejoice
.
Even though you’ve flown away
With beautiful angel wings
It’s been so long since that time
Happiness memory brings
.
Miss you sweetheart
Love you so much
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Busy on the beach
Calm in the harbour
Friday 20th July
.
My heart is with you
Yours beats with mine
My tears still flow
Your star does shine
.
Miss you everyday
And each night too
My precious boy
Angel son, adieu
.
xxxxxx
The harbour
Porthmeor Beach
Thursday 19th July
.
I lost your future
Our family of four
Reduced to just three
Everything and more
The hopes and dreams
Places to explore
Gone in a moment
The teardrops pour
Brother without brother
Fun and joy before
Sadly now missing
But mem’ries restore
.
Love you forever
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Looking down on the harbour
Wednesday 18th July
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The cobbled streets of old
Filled with stories to be told
Many tireless footsteps trod
With many shoes to be shod
Down the lane, or up the hill
Hanging baskets, standing still
Quiet moment of reflection
Sunny view of perfection
You’d go walking here and there
Lost in a world, without care
Happy days and innocence
But life has lost its permanence
.
Missing my boy
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunny harbour
Bunkers Hill
Tuesday 17th July
.
Said goodbye to younger son
Flying back to Portugal and Spain
One week has passed so quickly
But so lovely to see him again
.
He came along to see you
Standing quietly, reminiscing
Did you know that he was there?
Looking back and wishing
.
We really do miss you so much
My dearest, darling Angel son
Sleep tight, fly high, shine bright
At peace, now forever young
.
xxxxxx
Waiting at Newquay Airport to board
Saying goodbye
On the plane to Faro, a last wave
Monday 16th July
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Silence
Emptiness
Fills up
The darkness
.
Anguish
And fears
Uncertainty
Falling tears
.
And again
I’m sad
Missing you
My lad
.
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Billowing clouds over the harbour
Sunday 15th July
.
Creating memories without you
But bringing you along, all the same
I know you’re not physically here
But it does help to soften the pain
.
So I’m talking to, and about you
Letting you know what’s going on
I just have to keep remembering
Because I really don’t want you gone
.
Left with a lifetime of speculation
Wondering how you’d develop
Who you’d be, and what you’d do
With so much love enveloped
.
And yet, I can only imagine
Just who you would have been
So you’ll exist in my heart forever
The perfect angel, at peace, serene
.
My sweetheart
Angel son
xxxxxx
Towards the Island
Surf school is busy
Family football fun
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 