Wednesday 19th July
So much time since you flew away
How I wish we had one more day
I talk to you, but you’re not there
I smile at something, but you’re nowhere
I listen to you, but there’s no sound
I’m part of you, but you’re not around
I hold you tight, but not in my arms
You’re in my heart, safe from all harms
Miss you so much sweetheart
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Walking down the hill to the beach this afternoon
Tuesday 18th July
My heart continues to keep beating
Even though a piece is missing
A breaking heart makes no noise
Even though your life, it destroys
The pain of heartache never lessens
Even though the silence deafens
My Angel
My son
Xxxxxx
Warm seas
Dark clouds on the horizon
Storms are not so far away
A busy harbour
Monday 17th July
Never get over it
Learn to live with it…..
Never move on from it
Just make room for it……..
Never let it go
It will always be there…….
It doesn’t heal
It becomes a scar…….
It doesn’t get better
It’s just different…….
Missing you always
Loving you forever
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Blue sea beyond the piers
Self-drive boats in the harbour
Porthmeor Beach with many holidaymakers
Sunday 16th July
I miss you my Angel
But my heart is with you
I hold you in my arms
I feel your love, so true
You are there in my dreams
That’s where we rendezvous
Sweetheart
Love you
xxxxxx
A small green bug on the edge of the alstroemeria
Saturday 15th July
Time
Changes
Nothing…….
I miss you now
I’ll always miss you
You went to heaven
We said “Adieu”…….
I loved you then
I love you still
Always have
Always will……..
Time
Changes
Nothing…….
Precious Angel
xxxxxx
Looking colourful today
Alstroemeria
Your roses
A sunny corner of the harbour…
Dark clouds over yonder, though…..
Grey skies over Porthmeor Beach
Friday 14th July
I am
But
I am not
I’m here
But
I’m forever elsewhere
I walk in the light
But
Feel the dark clouds
I smile at your photos
But
Tears still fall
The coexistence
Of
You and me
My son
Gone
My Angel
There
xxxxxx
Your sunflowers are growing so tall
Beautiful yellow blooms
Thursday 13th July
My memories of you
Are all so wonderful
And yet heartbreaking
At the same time
Feelings of happiness
Tears of sadness
Two extremes
Jostling for the moment
Looking back
Smiling at your adventures
Wishing you were here
To share in our futures
Love you sweetheart
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Wispy clouds and blue skies
Holidaymakers enjoying the beach
Clouds building over the harbour
Wednesday 12th July
A physical connection
An emotional attachment
A spiritual bond
An intuitive awareness
A caring environment
An unconditional devotion
A lifetime of love
That’s what I had with you
My darling, sweet Angel
xxxxxx
Clouds bubbling up on the horizon
Low tide in the harbour
Blue skies and sunshine
Tuesday 11th July
Rainy, rainy
Grey and dull
Will it stop?
Wait for the lull
Raindrops glisten
Upon your rose
Wind blows the trees
Mist clings to clothes
Standing quietly
Next to you
Whisp’ring your name
Is what I do
Missing you
Heart is broken
Angel son
Love unspoken
xxxxxx
Monday 10th July
My Angel plays in the harbour
Among the colourful boats
Splashing through rock pools
And jumping over floats
Cut off by the incoming tide
Wading knee-high in the sea
Finally making it to shore
And safely back to me
Sandy, wet shoes and trousers
A clue to your escapades
Dodging the truth with smiles
You try to search for mermaids
Blowing kisses to heaven
Missing you like crazy
Love you forever
Darling Angel baby
xxxxxx
The harbour with an incoming tide
Last night’s beautiful sunset
Pretty colours in the sky
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 