Category Archives: Testicular cancer

Coping with the sadness

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Wednesday 29th August

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Coping with the sadness

And still managing to breathe

Dealing with unhappiness

Carefully hiding the pain beneath

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Surviving unexpected loss

Yet finding time to smile

Struggling to understand

Why you were only here a while

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Facing life without you

But remembering the fun

All the joyful times we spent

My dearest darling Angel son

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xxxxxx

Flying over the harbour

Sincere

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Tuesday 28th August

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Although you’re not here

I still feel you near

Feathers might appear

Signs to bring me cheer

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All sad thoughts to clear

Those cobwebs of fear

A pain so severe

Heavy atmosphere

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My Angel, my dear

Slowly falls a tear

Memories I’ll revere

A love so sincere

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Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Grey skies over Falmouth

Yachts moored in Carrick Roads

Many masts in Port Pendennis Marina

All right

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Monday 27th August

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In the arms of angels

You’re wrapped up tight

Safe and so peaceful

You sleep at night

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On white, fluffy clouds

Beneath moonlight

You look down on earth

As the stars shine bright

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My beloved boy

Although out of sight

My heart beats for you

Everything’s all right

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xxxxxx

Grey skies at low tide

Incoming tide chases away the grey clouds

You don’t know

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Friday 24th August

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You don’t know

What you can’t see

You don’t know

What I feel

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You don’t know

What I hide

You don’t know

The times I’ve cried

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You really don’t know

The pain in my heart

You have no notion

My Angel and I apart

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Thinking of you always

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

View of the harbour from the top of the town

Godrevy Lighthouse in the distance

The Parish Church

Walking home, up the hill

I wonder

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Thursday 23rd August

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I wonder what you’re doing now

I wonder what you’re thinking

Are you looking down on us

As your star’s light is twinkling?

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Do you listen, can you see

What we’re doing everyday?

Really wish you could join in

But I know you’re there anyway

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Right beside us is where you walk

Just invisible to most

That’s where you’ll be forever

I know you’re so very close

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My dearest darling Angel son

Filled with everlasting love

Missing you so much sweetheart

Blowing kisses to heaven above

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xxxxxx

Lifeboat Day in the harbour

The Nora Stachura Lifeboat

Cooler at Porthmeor Beach

So unfair

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Wednesday 22nd August

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Everlasting love

That’s what we share

My Angel and I

A life full of care

Remembering you

With signs everywhere

Just making me smile

You’re walking on air

And right next to me

I know you are there

My sweet Angel son

Why’s life so unfair?

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xxxxxx

Sunny at Porthmeor Beach

Sunny at the harbour beach

Dark clouds over Camborne

So much love

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Tuesday 21st August

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So much love

And joyful laughter

We just didn’t have

Our happy ever after

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Thought this life

Would last forever

In an instant

No longer together

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Only memories

Left by you

Warm my heart

Since you said adieu

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To heaven you flew

So thinking of you

As I always do

With a love so true

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Beloved Angel son

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Sea mist rolling over Porthmeor Beach

Beginning to obscure the Island

Walking home up the hill

Grief

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Monday 20th August

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You can’t see it

But I feel it

You can’t hear it

But I taste it

You don’t know

But I smell it

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My grief

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But look up at night

You’ll see his light

My Angel

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Reach out your hand

Touching, you’ll understand

My Angel

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Listen to the waves

Sounds on your heart engraves

My Angel

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Taste the sweet nectar

He’s there, your protector

My Angel

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Smell the morning dew

He’s always smiling through

My Angel

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Missing you poppet

Darling Angel son

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A calm and muggy harbour

Breezy on Porthmeor Beach