Saturday 23rd September

     

I’m here

But you aren’t

I’d talk to you

But I can’t

Remembering

Memories enchant

My darling

My confidante

    

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

xxxxxx

Friday 22nd September

    

Compartmentalising and coping

To stop the

Melancholy and moping

Putting on a

Daily mask and hoping

Others can’t see

The fear and foreboding

That I hide

In order to live without provoking

A tear, a sob

Collapsing in a heap, choking

But memories

Of you, bouncing back and exploding

So that I can

Go out, with a smile, strolling

    

My darling Angel

xxxxxx

Thursday 21st September

    

Is this it?

Is this how it’s going to be?

Nothing changes

Nothing will change the fact you’ve gone

Each morning’s the same

Each morning I know you’re not there

Over again

Over, and over again I’m reminded

Heartache and emptiness

Heartache and emptiness can’t be cured

   

It won’t go away

It won’t get better

It won’t come to an end

It doesn’t wind up and stop

Grief will be with us always

Grief will be a part of our lives

Grief wakes up with us in the morning

And goes to bed with us at night

Grief lives in our house

  

But you, my Angel

Live in my heart

Alive in my dreams

Always beside me

Somehow you’re there

Soaring above the clouds

To the end of the rainbow

That’s what I must believe

   

Fly high Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Wednesday 20th September

    

I just miss you

Pure and simple

Love you so much

No doubt about it

Never forgotten

That’s for sure

   

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Tuesday 29th September

    

Missing​ you more every day

Life will never be the same

With Angel wings you flew away

Leaving us, our breath to reclaim

Though the clouds have turned to grey

Love in our hearts is set aflame

Soar high above the Milky Way

As towards the bright stars you aim

    

Sleep tight sweetheart

xxxxxx

Monday 18th September

     

Looking up to the sky

Talking to the clouds

Blowing kisses to heaven

Seeing your face in crowds

You’re all around, everywhere

Even as the dark night enshrouds

   

Love you my Angel

Dearest, darling son

xxxxxx

Sunday 17th September

    

In the blink of an eye

The happiest of days

Became the emptiest

Turning everything sideways

  

And those moments in time 

Etched deep on life’s highways

Rewind and replay daily

Thinking of yesterdays

   

Sweet memories do linger

My love forever stays

With you my Angel son

There in my heart always

   

xxxxxx

Saturday 16th September

     

Every time I think of you

My heart beats

Every time I remember you

I take a breath

Every time

All the time

Forever

With me

  

Precious Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Friday 15th September

   

Just letting you know

Even as the cold wind does blow

I miss you

  

Just letting you know

Even as the hot tears do flow

I’m thinking of you

  

Just letting you know

Even as the twinkling stars glow

I love you

  

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 14th September

   

I walk back into the house

I miss you so much

I unpack all our bags

I miss you so much

I look at our holiday souvenirs

I miss you so much

I listen to the silence

I miss you so much

   

I smile at your photographs

I love you so much

I cuddle your toys

I love you so much

I remember our vacations

I love you so much

I think of all our memories

I love you so much

  

Sweetheart son

Forever young

Fly high Angel

xxxxxx