Tuesday 20th September
   

Grief……

Admitting your weaknesses

Showing your strengths……

Head bowed in sadness

Eyes looking skywards……

Such great heartache

With love everlasting…..

So many memories

To remember with a smile…..

Holding tightly onto the love

Not despairing over the loss…..

Good times and bad

Now, no more times…..

Trying so very hard

To live a new normal…..

You are gone

But your soul lives on…..

My Angel in heaven

Who once walked this earth…..

Dearest, darling son

Missed each and every day…..

xxxxxx

Monday 19th September
   

I’m watching the rain

It’s calling your name.

I listen to the sea

Bringing you back to me.

I can see the clouds

Your face in the crowds.

Swaying branches on trees

Your hands I can seize.

I shelter from the gale

Our lives; a fairy tale.

Avoiding the shadows

To dance in the meadows.

Warmth of the sun’s rays

Remembering holidays.

Gazing at the night sky

You’re my Angel on high.

I’m beneath the moonlight 

Looking up at you tonight.

 

xxxxxx

Sunday 18th September
  

I see you everyday

I hug you every night

I hear your voice daily

Your star is shining bright.

  

I know your heart’s beating

I’ll hold your hand tonight

I sense your presence near me

I know you’ll sleep tight.

  

In my dreams

In my dreams tonight

Daydreams

Daydreams will reunite.

  

Love you sweetheart

Precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

Saturday 17th September
  

Wooden Jumbo boats sailing in the bay

Through the waves, making spray

Watching them as they drift away.

  
It’s five hundred and fifty five days

I’m looking back on our yesterdays

Dreaming of sailing over waterways.

 

Missing you, my Angel

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Friday 16th September
  

Here you are sitting, quietly thoughtful

Taking in the world, silently watchful

Your behaviour to others, most helpful

Enjoying our adventures, always playful

Sometimes avoiding crowds, so bashful

Great sense of humour, ever cheerful

Your outlook on life, most delightful

Now an Angel in heaven, so beautiful

I know you’ll be, forever youthful.

  

My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 15th September
   

Sometimes

I see something

I hear a sound

I sense you’re there

Or I just look up

I smile

Because

I feel my spirits lifted

Because

I know that was you.

  

Love you forever

Precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 14th September
  

Sunshine in September

Warmth upon my face

Wish you were here

To hug and embrace.

  

Sunlight on sparkling sea

Boats bobbing at high tide

Wish you were here

Standing at my side.

  

Flower displays in the church

Beautiful and colourful

Wish you were here

That would be just wonderful.

  

Love you my sweetheart Angel.

Dearest, darling son.

xxxxxx

Fabulous floral displays at the Parish Church Flower Festival……..

Tuesday 13th September
  

Life goes on

But it will never be the same.

Everything changed in a moment

And so, life goes on.

  

Am I happy?

No.

But I am happy

That I’ve known happiness.

  

My darling Angel son.

xxxxxx

Monday 12th September
  

Eighteen months…………

Since you took your last breath

Since your heart stopped beating

Since your hand held mine

Since I heard your voice

Since I saw your smile.

And I have so much to remember

And I think of you all the time

And I miss you every day

And I love you always.

My precious Starman

Dearest Angel son.

xxxxxx

Sunday 11th September
  

Smile for me my sweetie

I need to know all’s well

A little sign from you

Helping my tears to dispel.

  

Smile for me my darling

Like you used to do

Put a smile upon my face

To stop me feeling blue.

  

Smile for me my Angel

Let me know you’re there

I’m always smiling back 

You know how much I care.

  

Love you forever sweetheart.

xxxxxx