Tuesday 21st March
   

So was it all real?

‘Cos it’s passed in a haze

Those thirty years

Memories and happy days.

I try to recall

And picture your gaze

A big cheeky grin

Is with me always.

  

Love you to the moon and back

Miss you so much

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 20th March
  

I will never get over losing you

But you left so much love behind

Reminders and thoughts of the past

With so many memories come to mind.

  

Love you so much sweetheart

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 19th March
   

Some days are good

Other days are hard

Sometimes a memory

Will catch me off guard.

  

Sometimes I’m happy

Other times there’s sorrow

But I must keep going

And face up to tomorrow.

  

Always thinking of you

Always full of love

Sending you kisses

To heaven up above.

  

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 18th March
   

You’re not here to share

New moments with us.

In the blink of an eye

Life forever changed.

And we will miss the future

We should’ve had with you.

  

Love you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 17th March
   

Grief is……

Trips and stumbles

Wobbles and floundering

Full on face plants

Crumpled and crumbling

Going to pieces 

Wearied and weakening

Coming apart at the seams

Lurching and evading

Losing balance

Broken and failing

So much love and devotion

So much grief and heartache.

  

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Thursday 16th March
   

My darling, forever Angel son

You brought a smile to everyone

Your time on this earth is now done

Pain in our hearts is second to none

A different future has since begun

And now the Angels you are among

But you’ll always be forever young.

  

Love you sweetheart

xxxxxx

Wednesday 25th March
   

Facebook reminded me this morning

What a lovely little chap you were

Two years ago it was Mother’s Day

The fifteenth of March passed in a blur.

  

A bunch of flowers, a card sent from you

Such huge emotions of loss and love

But before you could present them to me

You gained your wings in heaven above.

  

Love you and miss you so much

Dearest darling Angel son

xxxxxx

  

Tuesday 14th March
   

​The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do

Is spend each and every day without you.

  

Just knowing that your bedroom is empty

Fills me with sadness and pain aplenty.

   

I miss you every single day my darling

You’re now in heaven, a bright star sparkling.

  

xxxxxx

Monday 13th March
  

Is two years a long time?

It seems like forever

Because living without you

Is the hardest thing ever.

  

I miss you so much

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 12th March

Two long years ago you left us

Your little heart stopped beating

Even though I tried so hard

I couldn’t keep you breathing.

  
Overnight our lives did change

No more adventures to be had

A precious life cut short

We’re left heartbroken and sad.

  

The first year passed in a blur

Just numbness and disbelief

Then the emptiness settled in

Day upon day of continued grief.

  

Two years have passed by so quickly

And many memories are left behind

Heaven gained a beautiful soul

Our son: happy, caring and kind.

  

Fly high Starman

Forever in my heart

Thinking of you always

Never really far apart.

xxxxxx

  

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