Yearly Archives: 2017

Oct12

And ever

Posted on October 12, 2017 by MeRaw

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Thursday 12th October

I’m always thinking of you

Keeping you so close, too

I know we’re far apart

But you’re here in my heart

Sending you all my love

My Angel, living above

Together forever

And ever, and ever

Sweetheart son

Eternally young

xxxxxx

An offshore breeze making for good surf

Oct11

Sadness

Posted on October 11, 2017 by MeRaw

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Wednesday 11th October

Sadness every day

Grief everywhere

Even when I’m happy

Hidden pain is there

Sorrow around the corner

Anguish in daily tasks

Even when I try hard

I hide behind my masks

Love you forever

Forget you never

Treasured Angel son

Now forever young

xxxxxx

Porthmeor and the Island, looking damp and misty this afternoon

Oct10

Like we used to

Posted on October 10, 2017 by MeRaw

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Tuesday 10th October

Every night I wish

Every night I dream

Every night I hope

Every night, silently scream

Every day I watch

Every day I wait

Every day I look

Every day, contemplate

Each night I wish, dream and hope

Daily I watch, wait, and look for you

Trying to find something, anything, a sign

So we can laugh and hug like we used to

Missing you poppet

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Oct9

Days

Posted on October 9, 2017 by MeRaw

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Monday 9th October

So many days are difficult

When weighed down with sorrow

Then I recall happy memories

To help me carry on tomorrow

Pulling on that cheerful mask

When I’m feeling really low

Takes quite a bit of effort

I’m sure that’s something you know

Putting one foot in front of another

To hide sadness is hard work, though

I must do it for you, my darling

I’m always looking for that rainbow

Love you my Angel

Sweetheart son

xxxxxx

Very low tide in the harbour

Oct8

Further away

Posted on October 8, 2017 by MeRaw

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Sunday 8th October

Each and every step forward

Is like a step further away

Like I’m leaving you behind

But I tried to make you stay

I just need to turn around

All those images to replay

Wish I could run back to you

Down Memory Lane every day

Miss you my Angel

Love you to the moon and back

Way beyond the stars

xxxxxx

Grey, but reflective day in the harbour

Oct7

Wasn’t expecting that

Posted on October 7, 2017 by MeRaw

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Saturday 7th October

Well, I wasn’t expecting that……

I had my yearly dermatology appointment today ~ yes I know, I thought it strange for a clinic at the hospital to be open at the weekend, but there we go. Normally these appointments are pretty quick…… “Strip off, and let’s check your skin….All’s good, see you next year…..”

But oh no, it was “Whoops, don’t like the look of that one on your back, we’ll take it off, as a precaution, right here, right now, into theatre you must go……..”.

So I’ve had surgery: local anaesthetic, an excision, with dissolvable deep stitches, and surface stitches which will come out in ten days time.

Wasn’t expecting that…….

But it is good to be looked after, and anything suspicious, or dodgy, then the ‘alien blob’ must be cut out and sent off to be biopsied, with results taking about two weeks.

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Thinking about you, poppet

Fly high my darling

Love you forever

xxxxxx