Sunday 18th February

.

I can’t see you heaven today

The sky is just so foggy and grey

A breeze might blow the blues away

Because right now I’m in disarray

Feeling quite low on this Sunday

The weather does, my mood convey

Cold and damp, full of dismay

I’m really not feeling okay

Give me a while to make headway

Sipping on my cinnamon latté

A picture of happiness I’ll portray

And I’ll have something upbeat to say

.

Thinking of you

Missing you

Loving you

Dearest Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 17th February

.

It’s hard to sleep

Your memories keep

Hurting so deep

Trying not to weep

Collapsed in a heap

.

Love you forever

Sweetheart son

Darling Angel

xxxxxx

Friday 16th February

.

It seems time stands still

As tears fall down my face

For I’ve lost something

No one can replace

And all that is left

Is an empty space

Missing from my world

My Angel’s embrace

Dearest, darling son

Full of gentle grace

.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 14th February

.

Sending love and hugs

On this Valentine’s Day

Though you’re not here

Memories don’t fade away

Blowing kisses to you

In heaven where you lay

Missing you so much

More than I can say

.

Sweet Angel of mine

Dearest darling son

Heavenly Valentine

Now forever young

.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 13th February

.

We’ll always love you sweetie

And will miss you forever

Fly high precious starman

With all the angels together

A life taken far too soon

But so much to remember

Everything you achieved

And your brave endeavour

You’ll never leave my heart

Though I’ll always wonder whether

If you’re nearby my darling

Still as cheeky and clever

.

xxxxxx

Monday 12th February

.

Lighten up

I’m trying

Relax a bit

I’m sighing

Chill out

I’m lying

Take it easy

I’m crying

.

Miss you sweetheart

Moon and back

Beyond the stars

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 11th February

.

A broken heart still beats

I know that to be true

Even though mine is crushed

And fractured into two

It continues with the rhythm

Beating for me and you

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 10th February

.

I often wonder

A little too much

On who you’d become

The lives you’d touch

With your exuberance

And love and such

.

And yet I ponder

All the “What if’s”

“Why” and “Maybe’s”

The lifestyle shifts

Plans to grow older

Still so many gifts

.

I cannot but

Imagine and think

If things didn’t end

In the swiftest blink

That left me hanging

Pushed to the brink

.

Where would we be?

That’s just something

I can only dream

And out of nothing

I’ll picture you

My sweet pumpkin

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 9th February

.

Each day without you

Is harder than yesterday

But not as difficult

As it’ll be tomorrow

.

Every single morning

I know you’re not waking up

And each afternoon I know

You won’t be coming through the door

.

As nighttime approaches

There’ll be no one to kiss

But in my dreams

Is where I’ll find you

.

And in my heart

Is where your heart beats too

Nothing will erase

The memories of you

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx