Monthly Archives: March 2018

So much left to say

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Thursday 8th March

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I still have so much left to say

So much love, still to convey

You gained those wings, flew away

And I’m left here, full of dismay

Wishing you had been able to stay

But I know I’ll see you again some day

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Missing you sweetheart

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Harbour at low tide

Smeaton’s Pier

Porthmeor Beach with wispy clouds overhead

I’m never alone

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Tuesday 6th March

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I’m never alone

When you are near

I can see your smile

My Angel, my dear

Listen to your voice

So warm and sincere

I know you’ll be close

In my dreams appear

You are loved so much

You’ll always be here

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Moon and back

Stars and beyond

Love you forever

Family is our bond

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xxxxxx

Looking out over the Island, early evening

Hope you don’t mind

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Monday 5th March

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Hope you don’t mind

Or think I’m inclined

To go on and on

About who has gone

But my grief is here

And will be, I fear

As I walk this earth

With not so much mirth

For I’m still breathing

My heart still beating

And my love for you

Is so strong and true

Whilst I am alive

Your memory I’ll strive

To keep fresh and clear

As if you were near

With Angels you fly

My Starman so high

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Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking down towards Porthmeor

Harbour reflections

Fluffy clouds on the horizon

Porthmeor blue

Wispy clouds over the sea

And so

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Sunday 4th March

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And so it was to be

That evening when

You went to bed

Didn’t wake up again

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You closed your eyes

Your heart stopped beating

So very peaceful for you

When you ceased breathing

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For us left behind

Empty and broken

Not ready to let go

Goodbyes kissed unspoken

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So very unexpected

My precious young man

Thought we had more time

Still so much to plan

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Those memories entrusted

Will always make sure

Your life will live on

Now and for evermore

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Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

So much more like Spring

Sleep sound

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Saturday 3rd March

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Snow lies melting on the cold ground

Silence can be heard all around

Making a snowman in the playground

I hear you making not a sound

Marveling at the scene, spellbound

Sleep my Angel, sleep sound

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Missing you

Love you forever

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

The flowers were still frozen in the vase, and unfortunately I broke it trying to remove them……. you now have new vases, and new flowers!

Think

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Friday 2nd March

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Think I’ll have a good day

Be normal and keep sane

I think I’m feeling better

Until it hits again

Grief lurks in the shadows

A hidden, grumbling pain

Invisible to most

Tears falling in the rain

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Always and forever

You will be my son

Fly high above the clouds

My beloved one

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xxxxxx

Snow still lying on the ground

We came to change your flowers, but those that are there were completely frozen in the vase

Cold and grey in the harbour