
Sunday 11th March
.
Although you can’t be in my arms
You’ll be in my heart forever
Thinking of you every moment
In all that we shared together
.
Missing my Angel
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx




Sunday 11th March
.
Although you can’t be in my arms
You’ll be in my heart forever
Thinking of you every moment
In all that we shared together
.
Missing my Angel
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx




Saturday 10th March
.
I wasn’t ready
For you to leave
That you’re gone
I can’t believe
Your beating heart
I want to retrieve
Give me strength
My pain to relieve
And give me hope
So I can achieve
.
Love you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx



Friday 9th March
.
A trip to Dorset
To visit your Nan
Ninetieth birthday
Attend all who can
A special dinner
That’ll be the plan
Tomorrow evening
The family clan
.
Wish you were here too
Nan would have loved that
Missing you sweetheart
Treasured Angel son
xxxxxx





Thursday 8th March
.
I still have so much left to say
So much love, still to convey
You gained those wings, flew away
And I’m left here, full of dismay
Wishing you had been able to stay
But I know I’ll see you again some day
.
Missing you sweetheart
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx




Harbour at low tide

Smeaton’s Pier

Porthmeor Beach with wispy clouds overhead

Wednesday 7th March
.
So there you are
And here I am
Wish I could see
My little man
Beyond the stars
Is where you fly
Precious Angel son
Soaring way up high
.
Love you forever
xxxxxx




A sunny morning

Tuesday 6th March
.
I’m never alone
When you are near
I can see your smile
My Angel, my dear
Listen to your voice
So warm and sincere
I know you’ll be close
In my dreams appear
You are loved so much
You’ll always be here
.
Moon and back
Stars and beyond
Love you forever
Family is our bond
.
xxxxxx




Looking out over the Island, early evening

Monday 5th March
.
Hope you don’t mind
Or think I’m inclined
To go on and on
About who has gone
But my grief is here
And will be, I fear
As I walk this earth
With not so much mirth
For I’m still breathing
My heart still beating
And my love for you
Is so strong and true
Whilst I am alive
Your memory I’ll strive
To keep fresh and clear
As if you were near
With Angels you fly
My Starman so high
.
Love you forever
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx



Looking down towards Porthmeor

Harbour reflections

Fluffy clouds on the horizon

Porthmeor blue

Wispy clouds over the sea

Sunday 4th March
.
And so it was to be
That evening when
You went to bed
Didn’t wake up again
.
You closed your eyes
Your heart stopped beating
So very peaceful for you
When you ceased breathing
.
For us left behind
Empty and broken
Not ready to let go
Goodbyes kissed unspoken
.
So very unexpected
My precious young man
Thought we had more time
Still so much to plan
.
Those memories entrusted
Will always make sure
Your life will live on
Now and for evermore
.
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx





So much more like Spring

Saturday 3rd March
.
Snow lies melting on the cold ground
Silence can be heard all around
Making a snowman in the playground
I hear you making not a sound
Marveling at the scene, spellbound
Sleep my Angel, sleep sound
.
Missing you
Love you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx

The flowers were still frozen in the vase, and unfortunately I broke it trying to remove them……. you now have new vases, and new flowers!







Friday 2nd March
.
Think I’ll have a good day
Be normal and keep sane
I think I’m feeling better
Until it hits again
Grief lurks in the shadows
A hidden, grumbling pain
Invisible to most
Tears falling in the rain
.
Always and forever
You will be my son
Fly high above the clouds
My beloved one
.
xxxxxx


Snow still lying on the ground

We came to change your flowers, but those that are there were completely frozen in the vase

Cold and grey in the harbour