Friday 23rd February
.
No matter how long
As memories replay
It will always feel
Like yesterday
.
Missing my Angel
Love you son
You’ll always be
Forever young
.
xxxxxx
Sunbeams shining through the clouds, on our drive home from Exeter
Thursday 22nd February
.
Piles, polyps or poop
That’s what they’re looking for
Results from the PET scan
Required a bit more
Exploratory time
Left me a bit sore
Uncomfortable really
But you know the score
Better safe than sorry
Something you can’t ignore
A sigmoidoscopy
Balance to restore
Then a polypectomy
Soon to endure
So come back again
Eradicate the tumour
Another appointment
In the near future
.
Thinking of you as always
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunrise over the sea
The sky when we visited you this morning
Driving up to Exeter
Wednesday 21st February
.
I really didn’t want
To live the rest of my life
Without you here with me
Nothing but pain and strife
.
Now I will always wake up
Each and every single day
Only to remember
You won’t be here today
.
I know that each of us
Has different journeys to walk
Paths meander and cross
But no longer to you I talk
.
My beloved Angel
As I wipe away the tears
Your memories will remain
For years and years and years
.
Dearest darling son
xxxxxx
Sunny Porthmeor Beach at low tide
Tuesday 20th February
.
I know you’re close by
Just wish I could see you
I do feel your presence
It helps me get through
.
Those precious moments
Will never undo
The love in my heart
That’s perfect and true
.
Love you forever
To the moon and back
All the stars in the sky
To infinity and beyond
My treasured Angel son
xxxxxx
Another blue sky morning, looking over the town
Monday 19th February
.
My undying love for you
Extends from this life to the next
It will never diminish
It is just so complex
.
It won’t really get better
You just handle the effects
Of everything being different
Each day continues to perplex
.
My heart now beats for you
And the tears in my eye reflects
All those memories returning
That subconsciousness connects
.
Love you sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
A criss cross of branches, and blue sky this morning
Low tide, but not too many walking on the beach
Smeaton’s Pier
Sunday 18th February
.
I can’t see you heaven today
The sky is just so foggy and grey
A breeze might blow the blues away
Because right now I’m in disarray
Feeling quite low on this Sunday
The weather does, my mood convey
Cold and damp, full of dismay
I’m really not feeling okay
Give me a while to make headway
Sipping on my cinnamon latté
A picture of happiness I’ll portray
And I’ll have something upbeat to say
.
Thinking of you
Missing you
Loving you
Dearest Angel son
xxxxxx
So very foggy looking over the town this morning
Saturday 17th February
.
It’s hard to sleep
Your memories keep
Hurting so deep
Trying not to weep
Collapsed in a heap
.
Love you forever
Sweetheart son
Darling Angel
xxxxxx
Waiting for the sunshine…..
Friday 16th February
.
It seems time stands still
As tears fall down my face
For I’ve lost something
No one can replace
And all that is left
Is an empty space
Missing from my world
My Angel’s embrace
Dearest, darling son
Full of gentle grace
.
xxxxxx
Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
Holidaymakers wrapped up warm
Grey clouds rolling in
Wednesday 14th February
.
Sending love and hugs
On this Valentine’s Day
Though you’re not here
Memories don’t fade away
Blowing kisses to you
In heaven where you lay
Missing you so much
More than I can say
.
Sweet Angel of mine
Dearest darling son
Heavenly Valentine
Now forever young
.
xxxxxx
Tuesday 13th February
.
We’ll always love you sweetie
And will miss you forever
Fly high precious starman
With all the angels together
A life taken far too soon
But so much to remember
Everything you achieved
And your brave endeavour
You’ll never leave my heart
Though I’ll always wonder whether
If you’re nearby my darling
Still as cheeky and clever
.
xxxxxx
Another breezy day
Porthmeor Beach
A curious seagull
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 