Tuesday 27th June
With you, went so much of me.
Love you to the moon and back, beyond the stars, and all the world……
My sweetest, darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Your sunflowers, so full of pollen
Beautiful bright yellow
Not yet ready to bloom
Heavy, grey clouds
Low tide
Monday 26th June
For a few brief moments
All seems fine. All is well.
A few laughs here and there
Mixed with stories to tell.
Then quite unexpectedly
Brick wall. Face plant. Body slam.
Out of nowhere, all change
Anxiety. Grief…..Wham.
Sinking in a thick fog
Pity party just for one
The misery’s set in
Positivity’s undone.
A voice, a sound, a glance
Something rattles my heart
Realisation of absence
We are just so far apart.
But looking up to the sky
I know you’re flying free
And if I close my eyes
You’re there, right next to me.
Sleep tight sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 25th June
You are such a cutie
Blowing kisses to me
Just bouncing on my knee
Blue eyes, and so carefree
Darling little baby
Angelic as could be
With wings of filigree
xxxxxx
Miss you so much sweet Angel
Saturday 24th June
Boats in the harbour
All rocking gently
Sunshine reflections
Twinkling a’plenty
Competitors run
Then swim to shore
Annual Biathlon
Takes an hour or more
Twenty years ago
Your brother took part
A surf life saver
Super strong and smart
You would like to watch
The swimmers return
And joining in with
The applause they’d earn
Wish you’d been here this evening sweetie
Missing you
Love you
xxxxxx
Late evening sunshine
Swimmers must negotiate all the boats to reach the slip
Harbour panorama
Groups of swimmers entering the harbour
Friday 23rd June
Wispy clouds stretch across the sky
Ethereal qualities floating by
Seemingly apart from the real world
White cirrus, though transient curled
My darling little Angel
Flying beyond the clouds
Up there in the beautiful blue
I’m always, always missing you.
xxxxxx
Your beautiful yellow sunflower
A big blue sky
Waves of clouds overhead
Man’s Head
Big clouds looming over the harbour
Harbour panorama
Thursday 22nd June
Sending sparkles to light the dark
Imparting love to keep you warm
Blowing many kisses to heaven
With Angels to calm the storm
Missing you sweetie
As always
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunflowers growing for you
You wanted to grow the ‘biggest sunflower in the world”
They remind me so much of you
High tide in the harbour
Cooler today
Not as many people on the beach
Wednesday 21st June
When the heat haze rolls in
Or sea mist covers the land
I close my eyes, think of you
As if I’m holding your hand.
When the clouds clear the sky
And the day’s heat is gone
I close my eyes, think of you
Those memories linger on.
When the stars twinkle bright
And the moon’s in full glow
I close my eyes, think of you
Kisses to heaven I blow.
Love you forever
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Heat haze/sea mist enveloping the Island this afternoon
A fog bank on the horizon
Tuesday 20th June
Your light and love
Will always shine
Deep in my heart
Angel of mine.
Miss you sweetheart
Love you forever
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Hot and hazy at the beach
Holidaymakers enjoying the sunshine
Harbour at high tide ~ not much beach left
Monday 19th June
Was quite surprised today
When we went to visit Nan
Sitting up at the table
Smiling, as only she can.
Still in a bit of pain
But up, and out of her bed
Enjoying curry and rice
I helped her as she fed.
Wish you were here to see
Your Nan’s recuperation
With cuddles and kisses
You’d show your adoration.
Missing you like crazy
My darling Angel baby
xxxxxx
Another beautiful day
Hazy clouds above the harbour
Sunday 18th June
Missing you on this sunny day
Pack a picnic, go out and play.
Down to the beach, toes in the sand
Running to the sea, hand in hand.
Fizzy drinks and eating ice cream
Wearing hats, applying sunscreen.
Finding shade and reading a book
With smiling eyes, a knowing look.
My little beach baby Angel
Dancing over waves, so graceful.
Love you sweetheart
xxxxxx
Panorama of Porthmeor Beach
Such a beautiful blue sky day
Warm and sunny in the harbour too
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 