
Wednesday 7th March
.
So there you are
And here I am
Wish I could see
My little man
Beyond the stars
Is where you fly
Precious Angel son
Soaring way up high
.
Love you forever
xxxxxx




A sunny morning

Wednesday 7th March
.
So there you are
And here I am
Wish I could see
My little man
Beyond the stars
Is where you fly
Precious Angel son
Soaring way up high
.
Love you forever
xxxxxx




A sunny morning

Tuesday 6th March
.
I’m never alone
When you are near
I can see your smile
My Angel, my dear
Listen to your voice
So warm and sincere
I know you’ll be close
In my dreams appear
You are loved so much
You’ll always be here
.
Moon and back
Stars and beyond
Love you forever
Family is our bond
.
xxxxxx




Looking out over the Island, early evening

Monday 5th March
.
Hope you don’t mind
Or think I’m inclined
To go on and on
About who has gone
But my grief is here
And will be, I fear
As I walk this earth
With not so much mirth
For I’m still breathing
My heart still beating
And my love for you
Is so strong and true
Whilst I am alive
Your memory I’ll strive
To keep fresh and clear
As if you were near
With Angels you fly
My Starman so high
.
Love you forever
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx



Looking down towards Porthmeor

Harbour reflections

Fluffy clouds on the horizon

Porthmeor blue

Wispy clouds over the sea

Sunday 4th March
.
And so it was to be
That evening when
You went to bed
Didn’t wake up again
.
You closed your eyes
Your heart stopped beating
So very peaceful for you
When you ceased breathing
.
For us left behind
Empty and broken
Not ready to let go
Goodbyes kissed unspoken
.
So very unexpected
My precious young man
Thought we had more time
Still so much to plan
.
Those memories entrusted
Will always make sure
Your life will live on
Now and for evermore
.
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx





So much more like Spring

Saturday 3rd March
.
Snow lies melting on the cold ground
Silence can be heard all around
Making a snowman in the playground
I hear you making not a sound
Marveling at the scene, spellbound
Sleep my Angel, sleep sound
.
Missing you
Love you forever
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx

The flowers were still frozen in the vase, and unfortunately I broke it trying to remove them……. you now have new vases, and new flowers!







Friday 2nd March
.
Think I’ll have a good day
Be normal and keep sane
I think I’m feeling better
Until it hits again
Grief lurks in the shadows
A hidden, grumbling pain
Invisible to most
Tears falling in the rain
.
Always and forever
You will be my son
Fly high above the clouds
My beloved one
.
xxxxxx


Snow still lying on the ground

We came to change your flowers, but those that are there were completely frozen in the vase

Cold and grey in the harbour

Thursday 1st March
.
My broken heart hurts
For you I cannot see
Really wonder why
You’re not here with me
.
Every day I remember
What I had is gone
Then sometimes I smile
Those memories live on
.
Missing you my sweetheart
So sorry we didn’t see you today
Too much snow and ice on roads
Walked down town, slip-sliding away
.
xxxxxx

The beach still covered in snow

Chapel on the Island

Home again, snow began, Island barely visible

Feeding blackbirds in the garden ~ blueberries, cereal, sunflower seeds, apples ~they were very hungry

Still very bitter

Wednesday 28th February
.
And today there was snow
You would have loved it, I know
A snowball to throw
Pink cheeks all aglow
Feels like fifteen below
Turning into an Eskimo
Arctic winds blow
.
Wish you had been here today to play and make a snowman.
My darling Snow Angel
Love you forever
xxxxxx

Going to see you this morning

Snow covered palm fronds

A blizzard blows

Your flowers are snowed under

Later on this afternoon, the sun came out

Towards Man’s Head

Like a lunar landscape

The putting green

No one eating alfresco

Snow covered beach

Beautiful, but so cold

Lambeth Walk

Who dares, runs

Looking down towards the Island, choppy seas beyond

Tuesday 27th February
.
Cerulean Blue
The perfect colour for the sky
Deep Blue
The hurt within my heart does occupy
Beautiful Blue
Your sparkling eyes to glorify
Moody Blue
The low demeanour is drawing nigh
Out of the Blue
Memories and love amplify
Icy Blue
The cold tears falling from my eye
Translucent Blue
Your Angel wings to fly
.
Love you sweetie
Moon and back
Forever
xxxxxx


Blue skies through the trees

Beautiful Blue seas

Blues at the beach

Harbour Blues

Turnstones on the harbour wall

Curious little sea birds

Monday 26th February
.
Although you’re no longer
Where you were before
I know you’re still with me
And I love you all the more
Gone from my sight
Your memories I care for
Remembering you daily
On Angel wings you soar
.
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx


The branches of the tree near your resting place

Sideways waves across Porthmeor Beach

Steely grey skies…. but no snow yet…..