Tuesday 13th September
  

Life goes on

But it will never be the same.

Everything changed in a moment

And so, life goes on.

Am I happy?

No.

But I am happy

That I’ve known happiness.

My darling Angel son.

xxxxxx

Monday 12th September
  

Eighteen months…………

Since you took your last breath

Since your heart stopped beating

Since your hand held mine

Since I heard your voice

Since I saw your smile.

And I have so much to remember

And I think of you all the time

And I miss you every day

And I love you always.

My precious Starman

Dearest Angel son.

xxxxxx

Sunday 11th September
  

Smile for me my sweetie

I need to know all’s well

A little sign from you

Helping my tears to dispel.

Smile for me my darling

Like you used to do

Put a smile upon my face

To stop me feeling blue.

Smile for me my Angel

Let me know you’re there

I’m always smiling back 

You know how much I care.

Love you forever sweetheart.

xxxxxx

Looking for a wave

Sparkling sea in the harbour

Fluttering in the wind

Boats in the harbour

Saturday 10th September
   

I miss you

I am missing you

I will always miss you.

When I reached for your hand

And it wasn’t there

I realised I’d miss you forever.

But

You gave me memories

So many happy times.

The life you lived

The love you shared

Stays with me for always.

My Angel

xxxxxx

Blue

Friday 9th September
  

Under grey September skies

The rain and mist blow in

Gone is the summer’s warmth

Cooler against my skin.

But the love I have within me

For both my darling boys

The living and the departed

Fills me with comfort and joys.

Special memories and events

Will never, ever fade away

Good times will stay with me 

Brightening a grey September day.

Thinking of you, my Angel.

Love you forever sweetheart.

xxxxxx

Thursday 8th September
   

Somewhere up in heaven

My Angel son is smiling,

Wish you were here on earth

Instead of up there, flying.

My heartache continues daily

But I know you’re not in pain,

That’s something I’ll focus on

Until we’re together again.

Love you forever

Missing you always

xxxxxx

Almost two years old ~ at Nan’s house 

Such a sweetie ~ in the back garden 

Wednesday 7th September
  

My sweetie pie Angel

A bright shooting star

Way up in heaven

It does seem so far.

You’re thought about often

And your name I speak

Searching for signs

Your presence I seek.

Just because you’re gone

Doesn’t mean you’re not here

Safely tucked within my heart

You’ll never disappear.

My sweetie pie Angel

My darling son

Gone too soon

Precious little one.

xxxxxx

Harbour railings and blue sky

Little fluffy clouds

Sunshine and shadows in the bottom garden

Hydrangea flowers peeking through the fence

Tuesday 6th September

Remembering

I do a lot of that these days.

Recalling

The good times we had, always.

Reminiscing

All those fabulous, fun holidays.

Recollecting

The look of love in your gaze.

Reflecting

Your star sets the night ablaze.

Recognising

All we have are our yesterdays.

Realising

Up in heaven your head now lays.

Fly high my darling Starman.

Precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

A quiet, grey afternoon at low tide

Monday 5th September
   

Thinking of you

Because

I’m missing you

Because

You’re always on my mind

Because

I never will forget you

Because

I hold you in my heart

Because

I can only dream of you

Because

You’re now in heaven

Because

You’re my Angel son

Because

Because

Because

I love you 

I love you

I love you

xxxxxx

Sunny and warm in the harbour this afternoon

Fewer people around today

Sunday 4th September
   

A much brighter day

Clouds being blown away

Although it’s still grey

“I love you”, I say

Know you couldn’t stay

So memories to replay

Together again someday

Up in heaven you play

Beyond the Milky Way.

  

Sweet Starman Angel

xxxxxx

The harbour at low tide this afternoon