Saturday 1st July
I’ll never stop loving you
Even though you’re not here
And I can’t hear your voice
I know your spirit’s near.
Carrying on is hard to do
But many memories remain
I just make room for the grief
And learn to live with the pain
My darling Angel son
xxxxxx
View from the front door, this morning
Walking down to the beach this afternoon
Breezy, but milder
Harbour boats at low tide
Yellow self-drive boats
Friday 30th June
Windswept emotions
Breath taken away
Thoughts of you swirl round
On the breeze today
I hold you so close
Never far from me
Angel in the waves
On the deep, blue sea
Missing my darling
Precious Angel son
Always in my heart
Now forever young
xxxxxx
Breezy in the harbour
Red flag on the surfing beach
Thursday 29th June
Spinning around
Round and round
Out of control
Thoughts rebound
Others move forward
But I’m stuck
Spinning around
Just my luck
Going nowhere
Caught in a loop
Spinning around
A hula hoop
Caught in a time
You gained your wings
Spinning around
Tied with strings
That moment when
Your heart did stop
I’m left behind
Like a spinning top
Maybe one day
I’ll find my way
Spinning around
With you I’ll stay
Love you sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Porthmeor looking dark and moody this afternoon
Wednesday 28th June
I wish you were here
To feel the gentle rain
To watch your sunflowers grow
To be back in our lives again.
I miss you my darling
More than words can say
I’ll love you forever
My heart breaks night and day.
Remembering you
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Tuesday 27th June
With you, went so much of me.
Love you to the moon and back, beyond the stars, and all the world……
My sweetest, darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Your sunflowers, so full of pollen
Beautiful bright yellow
Not yet ready to bloom
Heavy, grey clouds
Low tide
Monday 26th June
For a few brief moments
All seems fine. All is well.
A few laughs here and there
Mixed with stories to tell.
Then quite unexpectedly
Brick wall. Face plant. Body slam.
Out of nowhere, all change
Anxiety. Grief…..Wham.
Sinking in a thick fog
Pity party just for one
The misery’s set in
Positivity’s undone.
A voice, a sound, a glance
Something rattles my heart
Realisation of absence
We are just so far apart.
But looking up to the sky
I know you’re flying free
And if I close my eyes
You’re there, right next to me.
Sleep tight sweetheart
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 25th June
You are such a cutie
Blowing kisses to me
Just bouncing on my knee
Blue eyes, and so carefree
Darling little baby
Angelic as could be
With wings of filigree
xxxxxx
Miss you so much sweet Angel
Saturday 24th June
Boats in the harbour
All rocking gently
Sunshine reflections
Twinkling a’plenty
Competitors run
Then swim to shore
Annual Biathlon
Takes an hour or more
Twenty years ago
Your brother took part
A surf life saver
Super strong and smart
You would like to watch
The swimmers return
And joining in with
The applause they’d earn
Wish you’d been here this evening sweetie
Missing you
Love you
xxxxxx
Late evening sunshine
Swimmers must negotiate all the boats to reach the slip
Harbour panorama
Groups of swimmers entering the harbour
Friday 23rd June
Wispy clouds stretch across the sky
Ethereal qualities floating by
Seemingly apart from the real world
White cirrus, though transient curled
My darling little Angel
Flying beyond the clouds
Up there in the beautiful blue
I’m always, always missing you.
xxxxxx
Your beautiful yellow sunflower
A big blue sky
Waves of clouds overhead
Man’s Head
Big clouds looming over the harbour
Harbour panorama
Thursday 22nd June
Sending sparkles to light the dark
Imparting love to keep you warm
Blowing many kisses to heaven
With Angels to calm the storm
Missing you sweetie
As always
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunflowers growing for you
You wanted to grow the ‘biggest sunflower in the world”
They remind me so much of you
High tide in the harbour
Cooler today
Not as many people on the beach
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 