Category Archives: Graveside

Dearie, dearie me

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Friday 16th June

  

Nan was taken into hospital last night just after 7pm following a fall in her room at the care home.

After spending six hours in A and E she arrived on the Trauma Ward at 2am, having been diagnosed with an intertrochanteric neck of femur fracture: she had broken her hip.

We visited her this afternoon, and she was ok, a bit confused, and at first refused to acknowledge that she needed an operation to fix her hip. She just wanted to go home, and go to bed. After much talk and reassurance, she has come round to the fact that the procedure will be necessary to remove the incessant pain.

She has two wonderful doctors looking after her: an orthopedic consultant and a geriatrician. I feel very confident with her care.

She was fourth on the theatre list, had already been hooked up to a saline drip, given intravenous paracetamol, and had been administered a nerve block in preparation. 

We stayed for about three hours; comforting, holding hands, and talking. She was scared, but then who wouldn’t be?

As of seven o’clock this evening, she has had the operation, been through recovery, and is on her way back to the ward. I was told to ring back at eight for an update. Half an hour to wait……

So my darling, that has been our day. I think you would have given Nan a gentle hug and a big kiss. You did spend a lot of time together, reading stories, playing board games or cards. You loved your Nan, and she loved you.

And I love you too. So very much.

And I miss you, more than words can say.

Treasured Angel son.

xxxxxx

Sweetie

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Thursday 15th June

   

I’m missing you sweetie

But you know that, don’t you?

I talk to your photo

You smile like you used to.

I’m finding it real hard

But trying to get through.

I hold you in my heart

With mem’ries to cling to.

Making room for the pain

Not always feeling blue.

  

Love you my Angel

Darling son

xxxxxx

“Hello, is it sea you’re looking for?”

A sunny corner of the harbour

Everyday

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Wednesday 14th June

   

You are loved everyday

You are missed everyday

You are remembered everyday

You are thought about everyday

Always loved

Forever missed

Constantly remembered

Continually thought about

  

Never, ever forgotten

To the moon and back

And a million miles more

Safe within my heart

  

Darling Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking right

Looking straight ahead

Looking left

Pain no more

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Tuesday 13th June

   

Fly high sweet Angel

Open your wings

Travel the world

On your journeyings

Above the clouds

You swoop and soar

Finding peace at last

With pain no more

  

Missing you my darling

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Flying free above the harbour

Book of memories

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Monday 12th June

   

My book of memories will never close

How much I miss you no-one knows

I hide my thoughts beneath a mask

Thinking of answers to questions you ask

“There’s nothing wrong, of course I’m fine”

As I walk along, enjoying the sunshine

It’s only when, behind closed doors

“I want you back”, my heart implores

  

My sweetest Angel

Darling son

xxxxxx 

Lifeguards and surfschool enjoying the beach

Colourful harbour this afternoon

Just missing

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Saturday 10th June

    

I’m just missing

Everything about you

Smiles and laughter

Our happy ever after

Arguments and tears

A precious thirty years

Joyful voices, stories to tell

You should be here, alive and well

  

Above the clouds, fly high

My darling Angel in the sky

xxxxxx

Panorama of the beach

Grey and misty ~ surf school having a pep talk

Raining

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Friday 9th June

   

It’s raining over my soul

Grey clouds surround my heart

I’m trying to look for rainbows

To stop me falling​ apart

  

I’m searching for a sign from you

My dearest, darling sweetheart

A little feather blows my way

I know we’re not really far apart

  

Fly high

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Watching the birdie

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Thursday 8th June

   

Watching​ the birdie

Wings open in flight

Hovering close by

Beneath the sunlight

  

Curious seagull

Large appetite

For tourists’ ice creams

A pre-emptive strike

  

Go fly out to sea

Catch fish like before

Instead of stealing

From humans ashore

  

You’d never walk along

Eating food outdoors

Quite rightly thinking

What’s mine isn’t yours

  

Love you sweetheart

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Watching the birdie

Big clouds and sunshine

Sunshine between the showers

Surfers enjoying the waves