Monday 18th September
Looking up to the sky
Talking to the clouds
Blowing kisses to heaven
Seeing your face in crowds
You’re all around, everywhere
Even as the dark night enshrouds
Love you my Angel
Dearest, darling son
xxxxxx
Safe harbour
Sunday 17th September
In the blink of an eye
The happiest of days
Became the emptiest
Turning everything sideways
And those moments in time
Etched deep on life’s highways
Rewind and replay daily
Thinking of yesterdays
Sweet memories do linger
My love forever stays
With you my Angel son
There in my heart always
xxxxxx
Harbour at high tide
Sunny corner, busy with holidaymakers
Saturday 16th September
Every time I think of you
My heart beats
Every time I remember you
I take a breath
Every time
All the time
Forever
With me
Precious Angel son
Now forever young
xxxxxx
Windy, cold and cloudy this afternoon
Friday 15th September
Just letting you know
Even as the cold wind does blow
I miss you
Just letting you know
Even as the hot tears do flow
I’m thinking of you
Just letting you know
Even as the twinkling stars glow
I love you
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
A chilly and windy Porthmeor Beach this afternoon
A calm harbour
Thursday 14th September
I walk back into the house
I miss you so much
I unpack all our bags
I miss you so much
I look at our holiday souvenirs
I miss you so much
I listen to the silence
I miss you so much
I smile at your photographs
I love you so much
I cuddle your toys
I love you so much
I remember our vacations
I love you so much
I think of all our memories
I love you so much
Sweetheart son
Forever young
Fly high Angel
xxxxxx
Monday 31st July
Off to London
To catch a plane
Across the ocean
Summer smiles again
Flying tomorrow
A quick getaway
Taking you with us
For holiday play
Flight to Miami
An East coast road trip
Visiting good friends
Blue seas for a dip
Fly high sweetheart
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 30th July
Emptiness and togetherness
Collision and coexistence
Fragility and strength
Tears and laughter
Heartache and hope
Nothing and everything
Turbulence and tranquility
Two opposing states
Instantaneously
Life, right now
Love you sweetheart
Missing you always
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
A new angel for you sweetie
Bright and sunny on the beach
Low tide and a few fluffy clouds
Saturday 29th July
Frank the funny Angry Bird
Always having a laugh and a joke
A sense of humour, spreading cheer
And such happiness he would evoke
We miss everything about you
Our darling Angel son
xxxxxx
On this day, 29th July 2012 ~ five years ago
And still no sign of the sun
Friday 28th July
Hiding the hurt
Behind a smile
Sometimes it works
Other times not…
Hiding the tears
Behind blue eyes
Sometimes it works
Other times not…
Hiding the pain
Inside my heart
Sometimes it works
Other times not…
One of those days
I’ll say I’m fine
No matter what
But really not…
I’m missing you sweetie
Love you lots
Angel son
xxxxxx
No sun today
Only a few on the beach
Thursday 27th July
I smiled today, whilst thinking of you
I cried too, with memories anew
I sighed a little, our love so true
I grieve so much, feeling quite blue
I whisper to you, just wish you knew
I dream of you, that you made it through
I keep on loving you, as I always do
I smiled today, whilst thinking of you.
Another Thursday
124 weeks
868 days
Missing you today, so very much
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
So many holidaymakers in the surf: the lifeguards have their work cut out
Tents, windbreaks, parasols all vie for space on the sand
Many colourful boats in the harbour
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 