Wednesday 17th January 

Love you my Angel baby

Thinking about you lately 

Missing you like crazy

And now forever thirty

xxxxxx 

Looking over the town this morning, before the rain came in

Grey and drizzly this afternoon

Tuesday 16th January 

Hidden behind my smile is pain

Beneath the laughter is sorrow again

Sunshine’s warm, but I feel the rain 

Think I’m normal, verging on insane

You’re in heaven, but here I remain 

The grief I feel I can’t explain 

This is me, walking new terrain

Multiple emotions to entertain

Missing you sweetheart 

Loving you forever 

Precious Angel son 

xxxxxx 

Teasels and pampas grass

Blustery winds today

Trees in the cemetery

Sunday 14th January 

Watching surfers catching waves

Thoughts drifting over the ocean

Sensing you’re out there somewhere

Moving with a laconic motion

Rising and falling upon the swells

As my heart beats with devotion

Love you sweetheart 

Beloved Angel son 

xxxxxx 

Porthmeor Beach surfers this afternoon

A little late afternoon sun

A good swell

Saturday 13th January 

I feel so lost without you here

Sometimes I think I feel you near 

I wonder about you every day 

Since that evening you flew away 

I’ll miss you till my heartbeat stops

Finally ceasing my teardrops 

Love you sweetheart 

Precious Angel son 

xxxxxx 

Friday 12th January 

I want it to be ok

But it never will be

I want things to be how they were

But that won’t happen 

I want my boy back

Yet he’s gone

But…… 

My love for you carries on endlessly 

Your memories will always be 

Such a great big part of me

Your life-story’s legacy

Love you forever 

Precious Angel son 

xxxxxx 

A grey afternoon

Choppy and breezy in the harbour

Thursday 11th January 

I sense your presence

I feel your plight

Over the harbour 

Spread golden light

Love you my Angel 

Sweetheart son

xxxxxx 

A pretty morning looking out over the harbour

Late afternoon, golden sunlight

Wednesday 10th January 

Hope you’re not becoming bored

With me writing about you 

All the poems and the prose

That are dedicated to you? 

It’s my way of remembering 

Each and everything you did

My thoughts and our adventures 

Shan’t let those moments be hid

Love you forever 

My darling Angel son 

Forgotten never

Though your life is done 

xxxxxx 

Walking down the hill to the beach

A number of surfers enjoying the waves

Sparkly, hazy sun over the harbour

Tuesday 9th January 

Red roses and a sky so blue

Makes me smile as I think of you

Red roses and the sky so grey

Makes me think of all you’d say

Red roses in the sparkling sun

Makes me remember you my son

Red roses twinkling with raindrops

Makes my face run with wet teardrops 

Red roses with petals folded tight

Makes me exhale with such delight

Red roses with thorns so sharp

Makes me hear sounds from a harp

To the moon and back 

Beyond the stars

Around the world 

Sweetheart Angel son 

xxxxxx 

Monday 8th January 

Red roses are for you

Sent with a love so true

I miss you everyday 

Since you went away

Precious Angel son 

xxxxxx