Category Archives: Special needs

I’m never alone

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Tuesday 6th March

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I’m never alone

When you are near

I can see your smile

My Angel, my dear

Listen to your voice

So warm and sincere

I know you’ll be close

In my dreams appear

You are loved so much

You’ll always be here

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Moon and back

Stars and beyond

Love you forever

Family is our bond

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xxxxxx

Looking out over the Island, early evening

Hope you don’t mind

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Monday 5th March

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Hope you don’t mind

Or think I’m inclined

To go on and on

About who has gone

But my grief is here

And will be, I fear

As I walk this earth

With not so much mirth

For I’m still breathing

My heart still beating

And my love for you

Is so strong and true

Whilst I am alive

Your memory I’ll strive

To keep fresh and clear

As if you were near

With Angels you fly

My Starman so high

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Love you forever

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking down towards Porthmeor

Harbour reflections

Fluffy clouds on the horizon

Porthmeor blue

Wispy clouds over the sea

And so

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Sunday 4th March

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And so it was to be

That evening when

You went to bed

Didn’t wake up again

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You closed your eyes

Your heart stopped beating

So very peaceful for you

When you ceased breathing

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For us left behind

Empty and broken

Not ready to let go

Goodbyes kissed unspoken

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So very unexpected

My precious young man

Thought we had more time

Still so much to plan

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Those memories entrusted

Will always make sure

Your life will live on

Now and for evermore

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Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

So much more like Spring

Sleep sound

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Saturday 3rd March

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Snow lies melting on the cold ground

Silence can be heard all around

Making a snowman in the playground

I hear you making not a sound

Marveling at the scene, spellbound

Sleep my Angel, sleep sound

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Missing you

Love you forever

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

The flowers were still frozen in the vase, and unfortunately I broke it trying to remove them……. you now have new vases, and new flowers!

Think

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Friday 2nd March

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Think I’ll have a good day

Be normal and keep sane

I think I’m feeling better

Until it hits again

Grief lurks in the shadows

A hidden, grumbling pain

Invisible to most

Tears falling in the rain

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Always and forever

You will be my son

Fly high above the clouds

My beloved one

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xxxxxx

Snow still lying on the ground

We came to change your flowers, but those that are there were completely frozen in the vase

Cold and grey in the harbour

Broken heart

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Thursday 1st March

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My broken heart hurts

For you I cannot see

Really wonder why

You’re not here with me

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Every day I remember

What I had is gone

Then sometimes I smile

Those memories live on

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Missing you my sweetheart

So sorry we didn’t see you today

Too much snow and ice on roads

Walked down town, slip-sliding away

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xxxxxx

The beach still covered in snow

Chapel on the Island

Home again, snow began, Island barely visible

Feeding blackbirds in the garden ~ blueberries, cereal, sunflower seeds, apples ~they were very hungry

Still very bitter

And today there was snow

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Wednesday 28th February

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And today there was snow

You would have loved it, I know

A snowball to throw

Pink cheeks all aglow

Feels like fifteen below

Turning into an Eskimo

Arctic winds blow

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Wish you had been here today to play and make a snowman.

My darling Snow Angel

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Going to see you this morning

Snow covered palm fronds

A blizzard blows

Your flowers are snowed under

Later on this afternoon, the sun came out

Towards Man’s Head

Like a lunar landscape

The putting green

No one eating alfresco

Snow covered beach

Beautiful, but so cold

Lambeth Walk

Who dares, runs

Looking down towards the Island, choppy seas beyond

Blue

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Tuesday 27th February

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Cerulean Blue

The perfect colour for the sky

Deep Blue

The hurt within my heart does occupy

Beautiful Blue

Your sparkling eyes to glorify

Moody Blue

The low demeanour is drawing nigh

Out of the Blue

Memories and love amplify

Icy Blue

The cold tears falling from my eye

Translucent Blue

Your Angel wings to fly

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Love you sweetie

Moon and back

Forever

xxxxxx

Blue skies through the trees

Beautiful Blue seas

Blues at the beach

Harbour Blues

Turnstones on the harbour wall

Curious little sea birds

Although

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Monday 26th February

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Although you’re no longer

Where you were before

I know you’re still with me

And I love you all the more

Gone from my sight

Your memories I care for

Remembering you daily

On Angel wings you soar

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My darling Angel son

xxxxxx

The branches of the tree near your resting place

Sideways waves across Porthmeor Beach

Steely grey skies…. but no snow yet…..

So very hard

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Sunday 25th February

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Tripping over brambles and undergrowth

Blindly stumbling in the dark

Squelching through treacly mud

Grief certainly isn’t a walk in the park

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You had so much to give and share

You filled our lives with plenty of joy

And now that you are no longer here

We love from afar, dear Angel boy

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Our broken hearts continue to beat

But each pulse send a piercing shard

Of the most intensely, crushing pain

Living with the pieces is so very hard

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Missing you sweetheart

Love you forever

xxxxxx

Becoming colder in St. Ives