Tuesday 27th October
You really are always on my mind,
and will remain forever in my heart.
We freshened up your flowers today, to make sure you have a fitting tribute and colourful display at your resting place
It was lightly drizzling, a few more golden brown leaves were falling, and the breeze was pushing along the grey clouds overhead.
We miss you so much my darling.
Are we perpetuating our sorrow by visiting you every single day?
Knowing where you now are, unable to change anything, our lives without you have been altered inexorably.
Right now, it seems the only way to find comfort. Our daily pilgrimage to your graveside feels as if it’s the right thing to do, to come and talk with you, to tend the flowers, to brush away the fallen leaves.
We miss you so much my darling.
I still talk to you, and about you, when I’m away from the cemetery. I speak to you when I’m in your bedroom, when I look at your photographs, when something, anything comes to mind, that triggers a memory of you.
We miss you so much my darling.
On this day in 2008, we were on a half-term break with my sister and her daughter, in Bath. You loved all the shops and street entertainers, and we all enjoyed a boat trip down the river Avon.
I wonder where we would have travelled to, this year?
We miss you so much my darling.
Monday 27th October 2008. Bath.
Always on my mind.
Forever in my heart.
Love you lots.
Missing you like crazy.
Beloved Angel son.
xxxxx
Fresh flowers today
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 
RIP.
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Thank you x
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I love these beautiful tributes! I hope you are well! I cannot imagine your pain. I think this writing and visiting helps? hugs to you!! I hope that with time you will find more comfort. Lovely picture of your boy! as always, Lynn
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Thank you so much Lynn.
And yes, I agree with you, writing about Frank, and visiting his resting place seems to ease the pain. A little.
Take care.
Melanie x
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Melanie, I am so glad, I know only a little but at least some comfort! xx
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I just find it heartbreaking when a .young person passes away. Bless you for constantly being at his grave site to talk to him
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Thank you.
We just need him to know that we are always there for him.
x
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And I’ll bet he is waiting for you in heaven, 🙂
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I sure do hope so x
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I know both my nana and grandpa will be waiting for me. 🙂
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xx
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And my sister too. She died on the operating table — too much anesthesia. I miss her lots.
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So, so sorry for your loss.
x
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She was shy of her 30th birthday too. RIP Alissa.
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xx
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Merci.
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this is such a beautiful tribute …I can’t imagine the pain you have in there…nevertheless it is amazing at how much courage you have to be able to speak up and share your story to the whole world….There has been so many deaths in the family recently and it really pains a lot ro lose someone we love…
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Many thanks for your kind thoughts.
x
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Gorgeous flowers. ❤
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Thank you x
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