You should be here

Friday 4th December

You should be here, and that’s the truth.
But nothing can change the fact
That you’re never coming back.

You should be here, enjoying the fun.
But now you live in heaven above
All I can do is send you my love.

You should be here, this Christmastime.
You should be here……
You should be…….
You should…….
You…………

…………………….

Today I received three Christmas cards in the post:
One from an old school friend, with condolences, reminiscing about the past.
One from your Dad’s aunt, wishing us well, despite it being the first Christmas without you.
One from old friends, sent to all of us, including you. They don’t know you’ve gone to heaven.

Each one of the cards made me cry.
I suppose this is how it’s going to be.
And I know I’ll never get used to it.

I love you so very much.
I miss you all the time.
I never stop thinking about you.

Sweet Angel son

xxxxx

Your flowers today

A Christmas robin from your Auntie

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Bushka on December 4, 2015 at 8:07 pm said:

Treasure the memories you have….this can be the best Gift you can give him at this time. Hugs! ❤

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- MeRaw on December 4, 2015 at 8:19 pm said:
  
  Thank you.
  Such kind, wise words x
  
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  - Bushka on December 4, 2015 at 8:32 pm said:
    
    Hugs! ❤
    
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Lynz Real Cooking on December 4, 2015 at 8:21 pm said:

I know this will be a hard time! xoxo

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- MeRaw on December 4, 2015 at 8:27 pm said:
  
  Yes, I think it really will.
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  - Lynz Real Cooking on December 4, 2015 at 8:30 pm said:
    
    sorry! hugs
    
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thespiritkeepers on December 4, 2015 at 8:35 pm said:

I think Christmas time is the hardest of all holidays. My heart goes out to you. Hugs

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- MeRaw on December 4, 2015 at 8:49 pm said:
  
  Thank you for your thoughts x
  
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  - thespiritkeepers on December 4, 2015 at 11:52 pm said:
    
    You’re welcome Be well
    
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  - MeRaw on December 5, 2015 at 8:03 am said:
    
    You, too x
    
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inspirationalgem on December 5, 2015 at 5:37 am said:

I’m sending you my love and compassion, it’s hard everyday living without your son, physically here with you, but the holiday season(and other “special occasions”), maybe especially the first one, probably brings with it extra sorrows to have to endure. I think it’s good that your son is included in your Christmas cards because he is still and always will be a big part of your family. I know death can never take away who he is to you or the love you have for him and the love he had for you. That love will always be with you. ❤ ❤

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- MeRaw on December 5, 2015 at 8:09 am said:
  
  Many thanks for your kind, understanding message.
  I know it will be so difficult and different this Christmastime, but we will remember Frank, we will have him in our hearts, he will be there with us.
  x
  
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taurusingemini on December 5, 2015 at 9:09 am said:

Holidays are especially hard, at the very start of losing someone, and, i wish i can say, that it will get easier with time, but it doesn’t, but, with time, your hearts will eventually heal back up, but this is a very slow process, and, a process, that only time can complete…

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- MeRaw on December 5, 2015 at 5:45 pm said:
  
  Thank you for your kind words.
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