Monday 10th September

.

Missing you always

Means I’m remembering you

Wondering how you’re doing

What you’re thinking

Where you are

What you would be

How you would grow

Missing you

My heart’s way of saying

Love you forever

.

My sweetheart Angel son

xxxxxx

Sunday 9th September

.

I will never ever let go of this grief

It reminds me of all that is worth remembering

For it is what I have left of you

I will never ever stop missing you

How could I, when you meant so much?

My sweet and precious Angel son

.

xxxxxx

Saturday 8th September

.

Even though you’ve gone away

Within my heart is where you stay

Trying to keep those tears at bay

Whilst thinking about you every day

.

I still have so many things to say

Wishing I could go back to yesterday

When life was anything but grey

And the sun shone with iridescent ray

.

We would be planning our holiday

Our annual trip to the USA

Fun outdoors where you would play

Shopping, swimming, theme parks, yay!

.

So to heaven climbing the stairway

Upon a cloud is now where you lay

And I am left in utter disarray

But I’ll love you till my dying day

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Friday 7th September

.

Forever

Seems to last so long

Interminable

On and on, without end

Eternally

Immortal, absolutely permanent

To infinity

Always and for all time

.

You, your soul, your memories

Me, my grief, my love

.

Love you forever

To infinity and beyond

My treasured Angel son

An unbreakable bond

.

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Thursday 6th September

.

All around are pieces of you

A song, a smell, a word

Many reminders of your life

Leave my mind feeling blurred

.

I want those memories to stay strong

Clear and vibrant and real

Many reminders of your life

With so much love to feel

.

And so I talk to you daily

And tell you all that’s going on

Many reminders of your life

I just don’t want any to be gone

.

Love you forever

Forget you never

Always together

Forever and ever

.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 5th September

.

Your silence shouts in the wind

Your absence knocks on the door

Emptiness fills each room to bursting

Take me back to how it was before

.

Thinking of you always

My darling Angel son

Fly high precious starman

Your earthly life is done

.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 4th September

.

I seem to make it through each day

Though it’s the nights I find hard

Many thoughts and images of you

Leave my heart broken and scarred

.

Knowing that you won’t be there

When I wake up every morning

It’s as if it happens all over again

That you were gone, without warning

.

My precious, sweet and loving boy

Such wonderful memories to treasure

A time of innocence and freedom

When we were a family together

.

Love you sweetheart

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Monday 3rd September

.

Life is precious

And so were you

My darling son

Our love was true

.

Treasured memories

Are all that’s left

My darling son

Feeling bereft

.

You were special

Without a doubt

My darling son

Can’t live without

.

Remembering you

Both day and night

My darling son

Your star shines bright

.

xxxxxx

Sunday 2nd September

.

Flowers for you; I hope you can see

Really would love you close to me

But you’re in heaven flying free

All this grief, I couldn’t foresee

This is where you truly should be

I know of no-one who wouldn’t agree

.

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Saturday 1st September

.

Some days strong

Some days weak

Sometimes chatty

Then I can’t speak

.

Some days happy

Some days sad

Sometimes calm

Then I’m going mad

.

Some days brave

Some days afraid

Sometimes upbeat

Then so dismayed

.

Ups and downs

Keeping life in check

Trying hard

Feeling like a wreck

.

Suppressing the hurt

Hiding all the pain

Waiting for the time

I’ll see you again

.

Beautiful angel

My darling son

Love you always

Now forever young

.

xxxxxx