Saturday 17th February

.

It’s hard to sleep

Your memories keep

Hurting so deep

Trying not to weep

Collapsed in a heap

.

Love you forever

Sweetheart son

Darling Angel

xxxxxx

Waiting for the sunshine…..

Friday 16th February

.

It seems time stands still

As tears fall down my face

For I’ve lost something

No one can replace

And all that is left

Is an empty space

Missing from my world

My Angel’s embrace

Dearest, darling son

Full of gentle grace

.

xxxxxx

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Holidaymakers wrapped up warm

Grey clouds rolling in

Wednesday 14th February

.

Sending love and hugs

On this Valentine’s Day

Though you’re not here

Memories don’t fade away

Blowing kisses to you

In heaven where you lay

Missing you so much

More than I can say

.

Sweet Angel of mine

Dearest darling son

Heavenly Valentine

Now forever young

.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 13th February

.

We’ll always love you sweetie

And will miss you forever

Fly high precious starman

With all the angels together

A life taken far too soon

But so much to remember

Everything you achieved

And your brave endeavour

You’ll never leave my heart

Though I’ll always wonder whether

If you’re nearby my darling

Still as cheeky and clever

.

xxxxxx

Another breezy day

Porthmeor Beach

A curious seagull

Monday 12th February

.

Lighten up

I’m trying

Relax a bit

I’m sighing

Chill out

I’m lying

Take it easy

I’m crying

.

Miss you sweetheart

Moon and back

Beyond the stars

Treasured Angel son

xxxxxx

Looking down on the town this morning

Porthmeor Beach this afternoon

Half term holidaymakers strolling along the sand

Late afternoon in the harbour

Sunday 11th February

.

A broken heart still beats

I know that to be true

Even though mine is crushed

And fractured into two

It continues with the rhythm

Beating for me and you

.

Love you sweetie

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

Walking down Porthmeor Hill to the beach

Fluffy clouds and blue skies

The harbour bathed in sunshine

Wintery showers on the horizon

Saturday 10th February

.

I often wonder

A little too much

On who you’d become

The lives you’d touch

With your exuberance

And love and such

.

And yet I ponder

All the “What if’s”

“Why” and “Maybe’s”

The lifestyle shifts

Plans to grow older

Still so many gifts

.

I cannot but

Imagine and think

If things didn’t end

In the swiftest blink

That left me hanging

Pushed to the brink

.

Where would we be?

That’s just something

I can only dream

And out of nothing

I’ll picture you

My sweet pumpkin

.

Beloved Angel son

xxxxxx

Same view as yesterday, but so grey today

Friday 9th February

.

Each day without you

Is harder than yesterday

But not as difficult

As it’ll be tomorrow

.

Every single morning

I know you’re not waking up

And each afternoon I know

You won’t be coming through the door

.

As nighttime approaches

There’ll be no one to kiss

But in my dreams

Is where I’ll find you

.

And in my heart

Is where your heart beats too

Nothing will erase

The memories of you

.

Precious Angel son

xxxxxx

A beautiful blue sky morning

Thursday 8th February

.

My sweet Angel in the rain

It’s pouring down again

Trying hard to explain

Whilst my tears, I contain

And a smile I must sustain

That I’m not really sane

But I’ll try not to complain

Although heartbroken with pain

Walking down the muddy lane

To the flowers I maintain

For my Angel in the rain

.

xxxxxx

Cornish mizzle, but some good surf