Sunday 26th June

I just wish
We had had more time.
That is all, really.

More time to laugh
More time to travel
More time to love
More time to explore
More time to cuddle
More time to grow
More time to live.

To watch the sunrise
To see the waves break
To hear the birds sing
To smell the fragrant air
To taste new flavours
To touch your sweet face
To feel great happiness.

To be.

More time with you.

I love you.
I miss you.
I just wish.

xxxxxx

Friday 24th June

Your spirit soars on high
My little Starman in the sky.

Too soon to say goodbye
I often question, wonder why.

I will try not to cry
My falling tears I will dry

Because I know you’re nearby
Right there, in my mind’s eye.

My dearest sweetie pie
You really were a good guy.

And your spirit soars on high
My little Starman in the sky.

Love you.

xxxxxx

A bright and sunny harbour

Thursday 23rd June

It really hits home
When it’s set in stone
Our Starman has flown
But you’ll never be alone.

Looking upon your name
And the dates that proclaim
Your candle lost it’s flame
And we’re left with the pain.

A tribute just for you
We whisper a quiet adieu
A peaceful place we come to
Saying how much we love you.

Sweet Angel son
Fly high Starman
Forever in our hearts.

xxxxxx

Wednesday 22nd June

Some days
I miss you so much
It’s difficult to get moving.

Some days
The memories hit hard
And the tears flow freely.

Some days
My broken heart aches
For I know you’re not here.

Some days
Grief hits unexpectedly
Like a cold sledgehammer.

Some days
I think it’s all a dream
And the nightmare’s over.

Some days
I’m in a parallel universe
Holding your hand, laughing.

Some days
I’m back in time
And I saved you.

I love you my darling
Precious Angel son
Forever.

xxxxxx

Tuesday 21st June

An afternoon at Zennor
Sitting in the sunshine
In the Tinners beer garden
Looking out to the coastline.

Your brother fancied a beer
And we had a cappuccino
You’d have asked for lemonade
A brownie or a slice of gateaux.

Such a beautiful location
To sit and relax and chat
Watching the scudding clouds
Talking about this and that.

You’re always in my thoughts
Imagining you’re sitting here
I can put my hand on my heart
And then I know you are near.

Love you forever.

xxxxxx

The Tinners Arms beer garden, looking across the fields to the sea

Looking inland

Zennor church behind the pub

Across the hedgerows to the sea

A patchwork of fields

Monday 20th June

I hope that you’re not lonely
Having the angels for company.
I hope you’re well looked after
Above the clouds quite heavenly.
I hope you look down and smile
As we look up so lovingly.
I hope you know we love you
And we miss you so incredibly.

Beloved Angel son
Now forever young
Precious little one

xxxxxx

Early evening surfers

Harbour boats

Sunday 19th June

I wish things could be different
I know I can’t change what is
But I can wish, can’t I?

I wish you were still here with us
I know you’re now in heaven
But I can wish, can’t I?

I wish you’d come down the stairs
I know that’s not going happen
But I can wish, can’t I?

I wish I could hold you once again
I know that’s only in my dreams
But I can wish, can’t I?

I wish you all the love in the world
Sent from my heart to yours
And so, I’ll keep on wishing.

Love you forever
Precious Angel son.

xxxxxx

Grey and wet, beach flags blowing in the wind

Less windy in the harbour

Saturday 18th June

Although you are no longer here
Your presence is all around.
The house may be quiet and still
And we can’t hear but a sound,
We know you’re up there playing
On the heavenly merry-go-round.
I’ll never be able to let you go
In my heart is where you’re found.

I love you my darling boy.
Fly high dearest Angel son.

xxxxxx

High tide in the harbour

Friday 17th June

“Don’t it always seem to go
That you don’t know what you’ve got
‘Til it’s gone……..”

~ Big Yellow Taxi ~ Joni Mitchell ~
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Universal Studios August 2010

And here you are, posing beside your big yellow taxi.
And now, you’ve gone.

And I miss you so much.

Love you forever sweetie.
Dearest Angel son.

xxxxxx