Tuesday 8th August
Lunch in Cocoa Beach
With Frankie Angel Bear
The Grinch came along too
You’re with us everywhere
A walk across the beach
Many memories to share
We miss you my darling
Heart’s full of love and care
xxxxxx
Monday 7th August
We stopped for an early morning coffee at Starbucks, parking the car just over the road from Sea World. We could see the tops of the rollercoaster structures, and hear the screams of the riders on Kraken and Manta.
We both stood for a moment. And watched. And thought of you. And reflected. And wished.
You would go into the park, and immediately make for Manta, queuing up, wanting the exhilaration of the twisting, turning, speeding experience. Then you would do it all over again. Then again.
After a while you’d wander round to Kraken, and queue for that ride. To be repeated many times over.
Maybe you’d come with us to the Antarctica section, or to watch the dolphins, seals and whales. Sometimes you’d join us on Journey to Atlantis, the amazing water flume drop. There was so much to see and do, you never became bored. You were so happy and safe, exploring on your own.
It was strange, just being there this morning, thinking about how much fun you used to have, and continued to do so for many years. You enjoyed the simple pleasures of theme parks well into your late twenties, and we were able to share them with you.
And now it’s just so very different. Without you, we are just a couple on holiday. With you, we were a family having fun. Just so very different.
Missing you sweetie pie
Love you forever
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 6th August
For twenty fabulous years
Florida was the theme parks
White knuckle rides, upside downs
You knew the maps and landmarks
But this year it’s a bit different
Just Dad and I, in the summer
First time since twenty fourteen
We’ve still got much to discover
The childish fun is not there
And it seems so quiet in the morning
No SpongeBob or Power Rangers
Life with you, never boring
Thinking of you my darling
On the rollercoasters in heaven
We miss you so much my Angel
Many kisses to you are given
xxxxxx
Thursday 3rd August
A sunny, early morning saw us sitting by the pool before eight o’clock, sipping on coffee. Being relatively quiet at that time, we could enjoy the sounds of the fountains and waterfalls, rather than noisy children! A couple of hours later, many families and young ones began making their presence known, splashing about enjoying their surroundings.
A sultry midday, with temperatures reaching above 100°F, and we decided to go out in the car; exploring, shopping and finding somewhere cool for lunch.
By the time we returned, the skies were turning a lovely dark purple, and barely five minutes after we had come through the door, the heavens opened, with monsoon like downpours. We were so fortunate.
Missing you sweetie.
Think you would like being back here very much.
Love you Angel
xxxxxx
Wednesday 2nd August
Awakening super early this morning, because we’re still on UK time, we watched the television news reporting flooding in Miami the previous evening and cars still abandoned in streets with over a foot of water. In some parts, 8.7 inches of rain fell, with thunder and lightning. No wonder our flight had been bumpy, and was forced to fly a route south, almost halfway to Cuba, back over the Keys and Everglades, before coming into Miami ~ all to avoid the storm.
Having collected our hire car, we drove along the Dolphin Expressway, then onto the Florida Turnpike all the way to Orlando where we’ll be for a week.
We first came to Orlando in the summer, in 1996 with you and your brother, and back again most years since, and a for a few Christmases too. You loved the place, and had so much fun here: the theme parks with their white knuckle rides, water parks, shopping, food, different television programmes, and people watching.
We so wish you were with us now, complete with itinerary clutched in your hand, your face beaming with expectant excitement, and pocket money for comics, books and DVD’s.
This is the first time we’ve been back in Orlando since the summer of 2014, your last visit here. It feels strange, a little quiet without you, and a lot less fun. But we’ve brought along Frankie Angel bear and the Grinch; so you’re with us in spirit, and always, always in my heart.
Miss you each and every day
Love you forever
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Sunday 30th July
Emptiness and togetherness
Collision and coexistence
Fragility and strength
Tears and laughter
Heartache and hope
Nothing and everything
Turbulence and tranquility
Two opposing states
Instantaneously
Life, right now
Love you sweetheart
Missing you always
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx