Sunday 10th January

Another sunset without you.
Another day without you here.
Another sunrise without you.
Another month, a new year.

Another long night without you.
Another morning, no wakeup call.
Another season without you.
Another with memories to recall.

I miss you so much.
Love you forever.

xxxxx

Saturday 9th January

I know the sun
Will come out tomorrow,
But without you,
It will never shine
As bright again.

And that’s the way
It seems to me.
The sky has lost
It’s glow, it’s brightness
The shine has gone.

I miss you.
More than I did yesterday,
But not as much
As I’ll miss you tomorrow.
Emptiness surrounds me.

Your smile and laughter
Lit up our lives.
Intense and demanding.
But never-ending
Surprises and joy.

And I know
The sun won’t shine
As bright again.
It’s warmth is there
The sparkle is gone.

Love you so very much.
Darling Angel son.
xxxxx

Friday 8th January

There will never be a day
When I won’t think of you.

Whatever I do, wherever I go
You are always on my mind.

The pain is not going away
I just miss you constantly.

I will remember your smile
To ease the sorrow I feel.

Love you forever sweetie pie.
Angel son, flying so high.

xxxxx

The beach this afternoon

Wednesday 6th January

Three hundred days without you.
So, how am I getting through this?
Don’t know, I really haven’t a clue
I’m teetering on the edge of the abyss

Our love for you will never ever falter.
The pain of your passing, always there.
Nothing will change or is going to alter.
As we quietly whisper a silent prayer

Three hundred days without you.
We didn’t know it was your time,
As up to heaven you peacefully flew.
Our darling boy, sweet child of mine.

Love you always.
Miss you constantly.
Sleep tight darling.
xxxx

Monday 4th January

“I’m still not ready to accept that you are gone ………. I’m workin’ on it, but I have to admit, that day has not arrived yet.
Maybe it never will.”

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The pain I feel is not as piercing now
Silent screams are beginning to fade
Sorrow becomes a dull, monotonous ache
Tears are no longer a flowing cascade.

Today there is just a vast emptiness
Where once was vibrancy, passion, hope
On my shoulders, a weight of loneliness
I’ll stumble through, trying hard to cope.

In life, you were a huge bundle of energy
Demanding, all-consuming and intense
Always kept on our toes to entertain you
The realisation you’ve gone is immense.

I will continue, go on, because I have to
I will get up every day, no other choice
I will always look back and smile
In all your memories, I will rejoice.

You’ll live on forever and for always
In the hearts of everyone you did touch
For you were a special, enigmatic soul
And we love and miss you so much.

Sweet precious Angel
xxxxx

Sunday 3rd January

“Just know that wherever you are,
I miss you
and I wish you were here.”

I miss you my Angel,
My darling, my son.
Starting a year without you,
Will be a difficult one.

I just want you to know,
Wherever you might be,
Your soul is in my heart,
Safely held within me.

Staying with me forever,
With thirty years of joy,
All those memories,
Of you, my beloved boy.

Wish you could be with us
Today, right here, right now.
Just what I wouldn’t do
To see you again, somehow.

Just know, that I am here,
My hand placed on my heart,
Just know that you are there,
And we will never be apart.

Love you my Angel,
Thinking of you always.
Missing you so much,
I will do all my days.

xxxxxxx