What I had

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Friday 19th February

Holding on
To who I was
And what
I had.

Reliving days
And memories.
Being reminded
By sights and sounds.

Little things
That have
Meaning
Attached.

Emotions
Rekindled.

Sadness within
Brought to
The surface.

Random thoughts
Hit
Head on.

A sharp
Intake
Of breath.

Reaching out
To hold on
In case
Balance
Fails.

A wobble
Slight stumble.

Mask falls
Barriers drop.

Tears well up.
Feelings
Of utter
Desolation.

Grief compounded.
Absence becomes
Overwhelming.

Foundering
Between
Before
And
After.

Love you forever.
Precious Angel son.
xxxxxxx

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Raindrops on your red roses today

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19 responses »

  1. Sounds like you’re having one of those days when you’re especially reminded of the one you love who’s no longer with you, and, it’s hard, but, just hold on strong, you will get through it, and, it will become, easier and easier to handle this insurmountable loss in your life…

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