Tuesday 13th December
Such a beautiful sunset this evening
Fiery pinks and oranges light up the sky
I know you would have loved it here
My darling with Angel wings you fly.
xxxxxx
Monday 12th December
And time to relax……
Here we are, in Marathon, for the next week or so. Time to recharge, reflect, and do absolutely nothing.
We haven’t been here since 2013, when you were with us: there are so many wonderful memories.
You had two Christmas visits, and probably six or seven summer holiday vacations to the Keys. A fabulous location for peace and quiet, and the best sunsets.
Thinking of you, as always, sweetheart.
Love you forever, my Angel.
xxxxxx
Sunday 11th December
Here we are my darling
Safely in Miami
Lots of time to relax
I’m sure you would agree.
A long ten hour flight
Taking us over the ocean
Thinking of you all the way
Heart’s filled with emotion.
Love you my Angel
Our first American holiday
Since you went to heaven
It will be so different
xxxxxx
Saturday 10th December
We came by early this morning
To pick you up and whisk you away
On a long drive up to London
To begin our festive holiday.
The first time since you went to heaven
We’re taking you with us in our hearts
It will be different, a little sad
Tomorrow morning the plane departs.
I’m sure you’ll have a wonderful time
Swimming in the warm ocean so blue
Love you forever, my darling son
Over the ocean to beaches new.
xxxxxx
Wednesday 7th December
Probably as a result of enjoying the sixties television programme, Batman, you became fascinated with Eartha Kitt, who played Catwoman. An evil, feline antagonist, with a gloriously sultry voice and distinctive purrrrrr. You loved her outfits, catchphrase and those long, long nails.
More supermarket Christmas songs playing today, and they send the memories of you flooding back. You loved these happy December days, full of surprises and anticipation of what Santa might bring.
At this time of year, you sang along, swaying your hips, whenever you heard Eartha Kitt’s rendition of Santa Baby. A gentle, old-fashioned tune, listing requests for extravagant Christmas gifts. A favourite of yours.
“Been an angel all year”………
And yes, you have been an Angel for all of this year.
My little Angel in heaven.
My darling sweet child.
My son, my heart, my soul.
Love you forever.
xxxxxx
Tuesday 6th December
Last Christmas was just a blur
Everything happened around me
This year it’s much more acute
I’m facing the stark, cold reality.
Shock and numbness have worn off
And sadly, in view for all to see
My broken heart is missing a piece
You’re no longer here with family.
I seem to be reminded every day
How much you enjoyed the holidays
All the lights, glitter and sparkle
You should be here for always.
But all is quiet, no joyful laughter
There’s just a great, big empty space
One vacant chair, waiting for you
To sit down, and take your place.
But we’ll keep talking about you
And I’ll certainly keep talking to you
Your presence remains everywhere
Our love will help me to get through.
Treasured Angel
Moon and beyond
Alive in our hearts
A precious bond.
xxxxxx
Sunday 4th December
Time is so precious
Just use it well
Tell your loved ones
In your heart they dwell.
You cannot get back
That which is lost
It won’t be found
Not at any cost.
So hold on tight
To memories of love
Keeping them alive
Never let go of.
Love you my Angel
Remembering the fun
You brought to our lives
Dearest darling son.
xxxxxx