Category Archives: cemetery

Darling boy

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Saturday 13th February

You filled my heart with joy
My darling little boy.

Key West and Legoland
Statues were close at hand.

Elderly people and grannies
You used to call old dearies.

Sweet and full of kindness
Filling you with gladness.

Recalling sweet memories
Fascination of old ladies.

Smiling at your innocence
Our love for you, so intense.

My darling little boy
You filled my heart with joy.

xxxxxxx

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Old granny statue at Key West. August 2013

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A Lego granny. Legoland, Florida, August 2014

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Everything changed

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Friday 12th February

In an instant everything changed;
And it was never the same again.

It’s eleven months today
Since you passed away
I wanted you to stay
And that’s all I’ll say.

Sweet Angel son

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A rainbow over the harbour this afternoon

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The next room is empty

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Thursday 11th February

The next room is empty
But filled with much memory.

It’s where you silently lay
Before they carried you away.

Your bedroom is unchanged
Your books neatly arranged.

Forty eight long weeks ago
All our tears began to flow.

That this could happen
Just unthinkable to imagine.

So near to the treatment ending
Unaware of the tragedy impending.

No one knew your life would end
Just so difficult to comprehend.

Your heart would beat no more
On Angel wings you did soar.

So now our hearts beat as one
Yours, within mine, darling son.

Love you, sweetheart
We are never apart.

xxxxxxx

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A watery rainbow over your resting place, this afternoon

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Thinking about you

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Wednesday 10th February

Thinking about you.
Missing you.
Loving you.

I’ll never stop doing all three
Not now, not ever.
You meant so much to me.

Today I’m thinking of you
Every waking moment
And that is nothing new.

How much we loved you
Will never, ever change
I just miss all you do.

Thinking about you.
Missing you.
Loving you.

Forever and ever.

Special Angel son.

xxxxxxx

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A bright but chilly harbour, today

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I love you

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Tuesday 9th February

I love you
As powerful as the waves
As high as the clouds
As strong as the currents
As dependable as the tides
As blue as the sky
As mighty as the wind
As deep as the ocean
As soft as the sand
I love you.

Angel son.
xxxxxxx

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A stormy afternoon at the beach today

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3 3 3 Days

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Monday 8th February

Three hundred and thirty three days
I miss you in so many different ways.

My sweetheart little Angel boy
Our lives are missing all your joy.

You just want him there with you
But you know he’s not going to.

He’s in your head all the time
Little starman, soaring sublime.

Love you forever.
Missing you every day.
xxxxxxx

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The three of us, London, April 2014

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My Carolina Panther Angel

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Sunday 7th February

The last time we all went to America for our summer vacation was in August 2014.
Most often we would begin and end our road trips in North Myrtle Beach SC; we got to know the area very well indeed, and have many friends there.

Following a heavy afternoon storm, with much rain and thunder, we decided to eat at the Overtime Sports Bar. You loved their giant plate of nachos, and could watch a myriad of television screens.

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Nachos and screens and motorbikes and NASCARs

When the time came to leave, I think we hovered inside the entrance for a while, as the rain was still lashing down.
You took it upon yourself to clamber all over the carved statue of their Carolina Panther. A formidable looking beast.

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You and the Carolina Panther

I bet Overtime will be exceedingly busy, with the Super Bowl 50 being played tonight.
I wonder how well the Carolina Panthers will do against the Denver Broncos?
I’m not sure you would have been that interested in the game, but you certainly would have watched Beyoncé in the half-time show.
You thought she was pretty awesome, and you could do a mean impression of Crazy in Love.

So, my little Angel.
Look down and sing along with Beyoncé.
Thinking of you and that Carolina Panthers statue.
Love you forever and ever.

xxxxxxx

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Along the beach

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Saturday 6th February

“If there is a
heaven
for me,
I’m sure
it has a
beach
attached
to it.”

~  Jimmy Buffett ~

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Wandering along the beach
Lost in your own little world
Underneath your arm
A book is tightly furled.

Your brother would be surfing
Bodyboarding in the ocean
But you would take no notice
As reading was your passion.

That summer we’d stopped
At Daytona Beach in Florida
With cars driving on the sand
This, our annual trip to America.

The speedway and its museum
Were really quite fascinating
Programming noise simulators
High octane engines pulsating.

Are you still walking along
The beaches up in heaven?
The breeze through your hair
The sand in your toes, I reckon.

Goodnight, my little wanderer
May you walk the shores forever
One day I’ll bump into you
And then we will be together.

Love you, beach boy.
Missing you every day.

xxxxxxx

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Wandering along the beach at Daytona

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At the speedway museum

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The more that you read

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Thursday 5th February

Dr. Seuss certainly had it right about reading. You loved your books, you had an amazing knowledge of trivia, you learnt so much, and you travelled more than most.

From the early days you sought out Enid Blyton and Winnie the Pooh, Thomas the Tank Engine and Beatrix Potter: you just couldn’t get enough of the written word.
Your childhood was filled with books.
You loved history, myths and legends too, reading avidly about the ancient Greeks, North American Indians, the Bible, early settlers to the Caribbean islands and Indian folklore and their gods.
You would hunt down all sorts of books on horses as well, and had quite a big reference collection.
The classics too: Homer’s the Iliad and the Odyssey, Aesop’s fables, Alexander Dumas’ The Three Musketeers all fascinated you. Anything with a bit mystery, fantasy and epic storytelling would keep you quiet for hours, as you became spellbound by the rich tales in front of you.

And then there were the cartoon comics, from Disney to Marvel, and your favourites, He-Man and She-Ra, you were always wandering around with a book or magazine under your arm, that’s if you weren’t sitting still.

All your books are still upstairs on the shelves in your bedroom.
Are you still reading, my Angel?

Love you sweetheart.
I’ll read a silent bedtime story for you.
Missing you so much.

xxxxxxx

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High flight

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Thursday 4th February

Today would have been my father’s eighty fourth birthday.
He succumbed to pancreatic cancer in October 2009.
He was a fighter pilot and flew many different aircraft, all over the world.

The poem, High Flight, by John Gillespie Magee, an American, serving with the RCAF, flying spitfires in WWII, seems a very apt and appropriate tribute to my father.

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My father, flying the lightning in the foreground, for 56 squadron

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My father visiting the Canadian RAF, in front of a starfighter

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My father bringing the fleeing Shah of Persia to England in an English Electric Lightning

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My father, in front of his F4 phantom

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Phantoms, 43 squadron in formation

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My father, in his phantom, shadowing a Russian 'bear'

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My father with members of the Blue Angels aerobatic team

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My father, teaching Prince Charles to fly the phantom

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56 squadron in Cyprus. My father exiting his lightning

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My father, on board his yacht Rum Raisin

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Hank n Frank, Tobago, 2002

In the last picture, here you are with your grandfather Hank.
(He disliked the names of Dad, Daddy, Father, Grandfather; so everyone called him Hank.)
We had so many wonderful sailing adventures with him on board his yachts.

Give each other a hug.

Miss you, my Angel father, Hank.
Love you, my Angel son, Frank.

Flying high together.

xxx xxx

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