Tuesday 11th April
The journey begins
We’re off to Faro
To see your brother
It’s not far to go
We are taking you
‘Cos we love you so
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
Monday 10th April
You are my darling Angel
I miss you so very much
The tears still flow now and then
I’d still like your hand to touch.
You’ll always be my Angel
I love you with all my heart
The pain will always be there
But we’ll never be apart.
Beloved precious son
xxxxxx
Saturday 8th April
Well, I wasn’t expecting that…….
We had arranged to take my mum out for lunch today. She was looking forward to a day out from the care home, and enjoy the sunshine.
When I arrived mid-morning, a carer was on the phone to a doctor, as my mum was complaining of chest pains and shortness of breath. Paramedics and an ambulance were called, and just under three hours later we had arrived at the accident and emergency department of the hospital.
Blood tests, obs, ECG and an x-ray were carried out. There has definitely been some sort of cardiac event. At five o’clock she was taken up to the Medical Admissions Unit to await results.
Knowing that the cemetery gates are locked at sunset, we decided to leave mum and hurry back to come and see you. Arriving at seven o’clock, yes, the gates had been locked, but it was still sunny with blue skies. However, the side pedestrian gate was unlocked, thank goodness.
We needed to see you today. Two years ago, this became your final resting place. It was so peaceful, the last few rays of the sun were dancing through the trees, a few birds were still singing and your heart ornaments were tinkling in the breeze.
We love you so much sweetie, and we miss you more each day.
Arriving back at the hospital, the results were still to be forthcoming. However, just after nine o’clock we finally saw a senior consultant who was happy the second set of bloods showed no significant heightened activity of a particular enzyme, and he would begin the discharge process. Huge sighs of relief all round.
We finally left mum, safely tucked up in bed and arrived home ourselves just before ten thirty.
So, I certainly wasn’t expecting all that to happen today.
Love you my darling
Precious Angel son
xxxxxx
Friday 7th April
Two years ago was your church service, attended by so many family, friends, acquaintances and locals from the town.
Such a sad, sad day; and we have missed you every single day since then.
You were such a huge part of so many lives.
We love you so very, very much my darling.
I’m still looking for you in rainbows.
xxxxxx
Thursday 6th April
I came across this beautiful video today, sung by Dani and Lizzy, twins from Vancouver. The song was written by Lizzy, after a friend passed away.
The words are perfect.
I do hope you are dancing in the sky too, and singing with a choir of angels. That would be just perfect.
Love you my sweetheart.
Darling Angel son.
xxxxxx
“Dancing In The Sky”
[Verse 1:]
Tell me, what does it look like in heaven?
Is it peaceful? Is it free like they say?
Does the sun shine bright forever?
Have your fears and your pain gone away?
[Pre-hook:]
‘Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left
And here on earth everything’s different, there’s an emptiness
[Hook:]
Oh-oh, I,
I hope you’re dancing in the sky
I hope you’re singing in the angel’s choir
I hope the angels know what they have
I’ll bet it’s so nice up in heaven since you arrived
[Verse 2:]
So tell me, what do you do up in heaven?
Are your days filled with love and light?
Is there music? Is there art and invention?
Tell me are you happy? Are you more alive?
[Pre-Hook:]
‘Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left
And here on earth everything’s different, there’s an emptiness
[Hook:]
Oh-oh, I,
I hope you’re dancing in the sky
And I hope you’re singing in the angel’s choir
And I hope the angels know what they have
I’ll bet it’s so nice up in heaven since you arrived
I hope you’re dancing in the sky
And I hope you’re singing in the angel’s choir
And I hope the angels know what they have
I’ll bet it’s so nice up in heaven since you arrived
Since you arrived
Wednesday 5th April
New phone
Passwords to remember
Setup sorted
(I think).
You loved your tablet
Internet
YouTube
Thomas the Tank
He Man and She Ra
Always watching your favourites.
Thinking of you so much
Missing you
Love you
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Tuesday 4th April
Your presence is absent
Your absence is present……
Your silence is thundering
Your thunder is silent……
Your love was powerful
Your power was loving……
Your memories are wonderful
Your wonder is a memory……
Missing you sweetie
Moon and back
And all the world
Love you forever
xxxxxx
Monday 3rd April
Dad was going through some coats
Hanging in the hallway
Coming across your winter one
That you wore on a cold day
He felt inside the pockets
Something you’d hidden away
A packet of M and M’s
And five pounds from your pay
It made us smile for a while
Then came sadness and dismay
Little things that mean so much
We come across them everyday
Wish you were still here with us
Love you more than words can say
xxxxxx
Sunday 2nd April
Just because you see me smile
Doesn’t mean my heart’s filled with pain
Just because I laugh in the sunshine
Doesn’t mean I can feel the cold rain.
Just because you don’t see me cry
Doesn’t mean I’m happy all day long
Just because I’m humming a tune
Doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.
Just because you’re no longer here
Doesn’t mean I don’t think of you daily
Just because I can’t see you now
You’ll always be my precious Angel baby.
xxxxxx