Sunday 15th May

The sparkling blue sea
Brings a smile to me
For I know you would be
Quite content and happy.

From pain you’re set free
You’ve been given the key.
But we did not foresee
This is now, reality
You’re forever aged thirty.

Life has no guarantee
No promise of immortality
But we thought you’d be
Here for longer, sweetpea.

Love you my Angel.
Blowing kisses to heaven
Across the sparkling sea.

xxxxxxx

Harbour and mid-air seagull

Porthgwidden from The Island

Porthgwidden

The sparkling blue sea at Bamaluz

The lifeboat, just before the naming ceremony. The Nora Stachura

Your lilies still looking beautiful

Saturday 14th May

A tiny robin came to visit today
As we had our afternoon coffee,
Chirping, pecking beneath chairs.
So, was that you, my little softie?

An Angel disguised as a robin,
Skittering across the wood floor.
Staying for a while, it flew to the rail
Taking flight over the seashore.

A sign from you letting us know
That you were near and close by.
You’re all around us, all the time,
Today, with the robin, we identify.

Missing you sweetheart.
Love you forever.
Precious Angel son.
Fly high little robin.

xxxxxxx

The Food and Drink Festival on the beach ~ our view with coffee

Our little robin visitor

The harbour through the trees

Porthminster Beach through the trees

Porthminster

Friday 13th May

The lighthouse brightly shines its beam
Across the darkening sea to the shore
Lighting a safe path for those lost souls
Guiding them safely home once more.

Your own twinkling star is like a beacon
As I look longingly to the heavens above
I hope you are smiling from way up high
For I send kisses and so much love.

I wish you could follow the luminous ray
Flashing forth from the rusty structure
Back to our arms, we can hold you tight
As if it were a life-giving sculpture.

So, just as that lighthouse stands tall
Radiating its brilliance for all to see
You too must illuminate the night skies
My precious little Starman flying free.

Sweetheart Angel son.

xxxxxxx

Boats at low tide in the harbour

The lighthouse on Smeaton's Pier

Thursday 22th May

I wonder
I wonder what you’d be like.
Today, tomorrow
Next week, month, year.
I wonder what you’d be like
If you were still here.

The knowing
It’s the knowing that no more
Memories, experiences
Will ever be made again.
Fun times together
No longer ours to entertain.

I hurt
I hurt because you’re not here.
The shock of what happened
And, much more importantly
Of what now, never will,
Has changed our lives markedly.

I love you
I love you my darling Angel.
Today, tomorrow
Next week, month, year.
I love you my darling Angel
Continuing to hold you dear.

xxxxxxx

Foggy again across the harbour

Foggy town

Wednesday 11th may

My grief story…….
Will be the story I keep telling
Through tears, smiles
And everything else in between.
The depth of my pain
Will mostly be hidden.
Reading betwixt the lines
Would be like lifting the mask
And seeing and feeling
The desolation beneath.

Missing you sweetheart.
Love you forever, Angel son.

xxxxxxx

Love you my Angel

Such a foggy day over Man's Head

Tuesday 10th May

Love you, love you
Love you I do.
Why can’t you be here
And sit with me too?

Hold you, hold you
Hold you I would.
I’d never let go
It’d just be so good.

Miss you, miss you
Miss you so much.
Holding your hand
Feeling your touch.

I cry, I cry
I cry most days.
Tears flow easily
In so many ways.

I stand, I stand
I stand by your grave.
Trying so hard
To be strong and brave.

I know, I know
I know there’s no pain.
Just want you here
To cuddle again.

Fly high, fly high
Fly high my starman.
To the moon and beyond
Soar as long as you can.

xxxxxxx

Monday 9th May

Your passing
Sudden ending
Unexpected departure.

Soul crushing
Path altering
Life changing.

Numbing emptiness
Sweeping listlessness
Inescapable sadness.

Tragic loss
Painful emotions
Heartbreaking situation.

Bittersweet memories
Plans dismissed
Dreams lost.

Resting peacefully
Eternally missed
Forever young.

Precious life
Blessed opportunities
Unbelievable adventures.

Always loved
Never forgotten
Beloved Angel.

xxxxxxx

Sunday 8th May

Can you feel my love
Up there in heaven above?

Can you sense my depression
In the peace of your heaven?

Do you see my head bowed
Way up there in the cloud?

Do you know you were gone too soon
As you look down from the moon?

Do you see me going through memoirs
As you twinkle amongst the stars?

Can you see me cry
Whilst up there in the sky?

Can you feel my love grow
On the other side of the rainbow?

I’ll be loving you forever
As your spirit blows on the zephyr.

xxxxxxx

Saturday 7th May

Silent tears
Silent pain
Silent screams
Silent yet again.

Can’t see you
Can’t hear you
Can’t touch you
But I love you.

Memories
Recollections
Inner thoughts
In our affections.

Photographs
Smiling face
I imagine you here
A hug and embrace.

Miss you
My sweetheart
Must believe
We’re never apart.

xxxxxxx

Friday 6th May

I miss you
I don’t know what else there is to say.
I miss you
A little more every single day.
I miss you
Finding it hard to keep my tears at bay.
I miss you
Even more than yesterday.
I miss you
And all the games you used to play.
I miss you
So much more than words convey.
I miss you
The world now seems very grey.
I miss you
So many memories still to replay.
I miss you
On Angel wings you flew away.
I miss you
Wish you were here to stay.

Love you like there’s no tomorrow.
Thinking of you today.
Missing you every single day.

Beloved Angel son.

xxxxxxx