Sunday 7th May
Fly high
Shine bright
Sweet angel
Star light.
Safe within
My heart
We’ll be
Never apart.
Missing you
Emptiness
Love you
Happiness.
In heaven
My son
He’s gone
Life’s done.
xxxxxx
Beautiful blue
A quiet harbour
May7
He’s gone
Category Archives: Grief
May6
Leaving on a jet plane
Saturday 6th May
This week has flown by so quickly having your brother staying with us. It has been wonderful having him around; to go out to dinner, have a drink, shopping, seeing Nan, and just being in the house. And of course, he came to visit you, sweetie, stopping for some quiet reflection with you.
We’ve just taken him to the airport for his flight to Portugal, so now we wait for a message from Faro to say he’s landed safely and is with his girlfriend. Then he’ll spend the day at the beach on Sunday and back to work on Monday.
We do miss you my darling
Precious Angel son
Love you so much
xxxxxx
Bye bye
Safe flight
See you soon
Leaving on a jet plane
May5
An Angel on the wind
Friday 5th May
An Angel on the wind
Is calling out your name
Blowing the memories back
Wishing you were here once again.
Missing you today, as always
Sweetheart Angel son
xxxxxx
May4
The black cat
Thursday 4th May
The black cat came visiting today
Bounding along and purring loudly
We haven’t seen him for quite some while
All sleek and black, looking at us proudly.
We’re not really people who like cats
But this one always seems to seek us out
And so, I wonder whether it’s a sign
From you; you’re all around and about.
We miss you so much my darling
We’ll never, ever stop loving you
Thinking of you all the time
My precious sweetheart Angel true.
xxxxxx
Our black cat visitor
Enjoying the sunshine
Bright and breezy in the harbour
A lovely early evening dinner to round off the day. Mum, brother, niece, sister, husband, me, son
May3
Within our hearts
Wednesday 3rd May
Although only here for a while
You touched so many with your smile
For thirty years, then that was it
Your bright, burning candle just quit
Unexpectedly, without warning
We swiftly descend into mourning
We know our grief is there forever
Within our hearts, you’ll leave us, never.
My treasured Angel son
You’re now forever young
xxxxxx
Dark clouds nearing the harbour
Bright and blustery over the surfing beach
Panorama of the beach
May2
Memories linger
Tuesday 2nd May
Memories linger
And I’m glad they do
For that’s all that’s left
My Angel, of you.
xxxxxx
Colourful new flowers for you today
A quiet beach this morning
May1
We’re not really ever apart
Monday 1st May
The brightest star
In the sky tonight
That’s you, my Angel
Shining so bright.
The colourful bloom
In the flower bed
You’d grow the tallest
Sunflower, you said.
The fluffy, white clouds
Blowing in the sky
I know where you are
Right up there, on high.
Missing you like there’s no tomorrow
Loving you with all my heart
Thinking about you always
We’re not really ever apart.
xxxxxx
Apr30
Love you both
Sunday 30th April
Last night we collected you brother from the local airport: he flew in from Portugal, to stay with us for a week, and to attend a school pal’s wedding. It will be good to have him around for a while.
Wish it was as easy to collect you from heaven, so that you could spend time with all of us; all of us together again.
I wish. I hope. I dream.
And so it is with every breath I take in, with each heartbeat, for as long as I am alive, you will never be forgotten.
My two boys. One on earth. One in heaven.
Love you both, to the moon and back.
xxxxxx
Blue skies, but a chilly wind
Boats in the harbour
Apr29
You’re now in heaven
Saturday 29th April
Remembering times
Of love and laughter
You’re now in heaven
We’ll follow after.
An Angel set free
From those mortal chains
You’re now in heaven
But your soul remains.
You meant so much
To many people
You’re now in heaven
Living the sequel.
Love you forever
Missing you always
Treasured Angel son
xxxxxx
Big, billowing clouds over the surfing beach
Harbour at low tide
Apr28
You don’t see
Friday 28th April
My darling little Angel boy
A child who brought us so much joy
Missing you more than words can say
My heart loves you more each day
As you fly high, a star so bright
Lighting up the dark sky at night
I think about the memories
Adventures and discoveries
On the outside I seem carefree
But inside my head, you don’t see.
Love you to the moon and back
Round the houses and all the world.
xxxxxx
Harbour at low tide this afternoon
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 