Thursday 31st March

“Cause you never think
That the last time is the last time.
You think there will be more.
You think you have forever,
But you don’t.”

             ~ Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

I never thought
The last time you climbed the stairs
Would be the last time.

I never thought
The last kiss goodnight
Would be the last one.

I never thought
The last time you said “night mum”
Would be your last words.

I never thought
The last hug you gave me
Would be the last cuddle.

I never thought
The last time you fell asleep
Would be your last breaths.

I’d thought there’d be more.
More time spent with you.
More life on this earth.

I thought we did have forever.
I thought we’d have so much more.
I thought you’d be here tomorrow.

It’s been fifty five weeks
Three hundred and eighty five days
Since you peacefully went to heaven.

Love you my Angel.
Precious son.
Forever young.

xxxxxxx