Sunday 23rd July
The heartache is real
The pain is real
The loss is real
The love is real
Your life was real
The memories are real
Missing you sweetie
Beloved Angel son
xxxxxx
Pretty busy on the beach
Lifeguards watching the swimmers
Harbour
Saturday 22nd July
Even now, after all this time
I still miss you everyday
Even now, after all this time
I think about you everyday
Even now, after all this time
I still love you everyday
So loved, so missed and so thought about
Every single day, and every single night
And so it will be, forevermore
My sweetest, darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Friday 21st July
Thinking of you my boy
My darling Angel in heaven
Trying to remember your laugh
And that cheeky, cheeky expression
Sleep tight sweetheart
xxxxxx
Brighter skies after heavy morning rain
Clearing clouds over the harbour
Pretty clouds taking away the rain
Thursday 20th July
Four years ago
You were playing in the sea.
You and your brother
Such fun and so carefree.
Continued sibling affection
There’s no guarantee.
That everything changed
No-one could foresee.
My two precious boys
One on earth with me.
Another in heaven
An Angel flying free.
Love you both
xxxxxx
Facebook reminded me this morning ~ you and your brother
A good swell for the surfers
Where you used to walk and play
Many holidaymakers enjoying the beach
Wednesday 19th July
So much time since you flew away
How I wish we had one more day
I talk to you, but you’re not there
I smile at something, but you’re nowhere
I listen to you, but there’s no sound
I’m part of you, but you’re not around
I hold you tight, but not in my arms
You’re in my heart, safe from all harms
Miss you so much sweetheart
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Walking down the hill to the beach this afternoon
Tuesday 18th July
My heart continues to keep beating
Even though a piece is missing
A breaking heart makes no noise
Even though your life, it destroys
The pain of heartache never lessens
Even though the silence deafens
My Angel
My son
Xxxxxx
Warm seas
Dark clouds on the horizon
Storms are not so far away
A busy harbour
Monday 17th July
Never get over it
Learn to live with it…..
Never move on from it
Just make room for it……..
Never let it go
It will always be there…….
It doesn’t heal
It becomes a scar…….
It doesn’t get better
It’s just different…….
Missing you always
Loving you forever
Darling Angel son
xxxxxx
Blue sea beyond the piers
Self-drive boats in the harbour
Porthmeor Beach with many holidaymakers
Sunday 16th July
I miss you my Angel
But my heart is with you
I hold you in my arms
I feel your love, so true
You are there in my dreams
That’s where we rendezvous
Sweetheart
Love you
xxxxxx
A small green bug on the edge of the alstroemeria
Saturday 15th July
Time
Changes
Nothing…….
I miss you now
I’ll always miss you
You went to heaven
We said “Adieu”…….
I loved you then
I love you still
Always have
Always will……..
Time
Changes
Nothing…….
Precious Angel
xxxxxx
Looking colourful today
Alstroemeria
Your roses
A sunny corner of the harbour…
Dark clouds over yonder, though…..
Grey skies over Porthmeor Beach
Friday 14th July
I am
But
I am not
I’m here
But
I’m forever elsewhere
I walk in the light
But
Feel the dark clouds
I smile at your photos
But
Tears still fall
The coexistence
Of
You and me
My son
Gone
My Angel
There
xxxxxx
Your sunflowers are growing so tall
Beautiful yellow blooms
The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son) 